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Bebong2010 56F
13113 posts
11/17/2010 7:28 am
In Another Life

In another life time
By Gary V. (Mr. pure energy)

I could hold on for a hundred years
When all else is gone
I would still be here
In a memory of things yet unseen
I'd remember all that we've never been
And I cannot wait to see
What life has in store for me

[chorus]
In another lifetime
It would be forever
In another world
Where you and I
Could be together
In another set of chances
I'd take the one's I'd missed
And make you mine
If only for a time
My life would matter
In another life

And I'd stay as strong and I'd stay as true

And you'd have forever now to think it through
Coz I believe what wasn't meant to be
Wasn't meant for now and
Someday you'll see
In a place and time we never know
I'd be standing there waiting for you
[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge]
You would be mine
But until that time is now
I'd be holding on somehow
[Repeat Chorus]

[Coda]
But until that time
I'll be holding onto forever
Until another life…

Dedicated to all of you who made my life bearable
pity that i believe special people you only have to
chance encounter once to preserve that unique experience
which otherwise will be soiled by too much familiarity


Thank you for the friendship the good times the bitter sweet memories the fun the laughter the pain the kisses all those efforts and make believe the night long walks care understanding for listening for being there for staying friends the loyalty and being discreet thank you for the songs the music the magic the intoxicating experiences endless evenings and unknown places tastes of something different glimpse of happily ever after and for making me feel loved beautiful desired and young again…

Sorry for the heartaches the tears the problems and the troubles I may have cause I didn’t mean to be a handful it’s my temperament the tantrums are part of my nature if I appeared to be a “butterfly” it’s just because my time is limited I had to savour/put in use every minute of it I am not a cold-hearted- manipulative- people –user man- hater- b!tch others said I am I never meant to harm any of you I’m just trying to catch up with the life that passed me by relieve the childhood I never had grabbing my second chance… everything I told you is the truth and I really meant it that time I never told you lies. I need someone to be with that time to embark on a roller coaster adventures you’re there at the right place at the right time and I never thought it could be more than that so whatever damaged I might have induced bring about provoked produced etc. I hope it is not irreparable.

They say the first cut is the deepest and I believe for most of you that would be the case but believe me I didn’t cause them in purpose you see I don’t believe in love carpe diem was my motto I can’t ask forgiveness for I never believe I have done something wrong. Not deliberately. I can say sorry but that would be the farthest I could stretch. I hope you found everything you’re looking for in life and more and you will look back at our episodes with smiles on your faces. I wish you nothing but the best.






only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide


Bebong2010 56F

11/17/2010 7:33 am

There are many symbolic meanings associated with the butterfly.
The Mandarin Chinese word for butterfly is "hu-tieh". "Tieh" means "70 years", therefore butterflies have become a symbol for a long life. In this culture butterflies have also become representative of young men in love.
In the Japanese culture butterflies are thought to be representative of young maidens and marital bliss. Many Japanese families use the butterfly in the family crest design.
Germany has a very unique belief about butterflies. As butterflies can often be found hovering about milk pails or butter churns, they have become associated with witches trying to steal the cream. The German word for butterfly is "Schmetterling", which is actually derived for the Czech word "Smetana" which means "cream".
There are many links with butterflies in mythology from all over the world, many of which, in particular Greek mythology, link butterflies to the human soul. The Ancient Greeks also considered butterflies as the souls of those who had passed away.

In ancient Greek the word for butterfly is "Psyche", which translated means "soul". This was also the name for Eros' human lover and when the two figures are depicted they are often surrounded by butterflies.
In one of the Russian dialects, butterflies are referred to as "dushuchka" which is a derivative of the word "dusha" also meaning soul.
There is also an Irish saying that refers to the symbolic meaning of butterflies. This saying is: "Butterflies are souls of the dead waiting to pass through purgatory".
There is a small town in Mexico that also associate butterflies with souls. It is to this town that Monarch Butterflies migrate every year, around the holiday known as the Day of the Dead. The people of this town see these butterflies as the returning souls of the deceased.
In ancient mythology, the butterfly stands for wisdom and everlasting knowledge.
First of all the butterfly symbolizes new life from and old one. Seeing that the colour black is a strong yet subtle colour, the black butterfly symbolizes the new strong but subtle life after a period of transformation.

There is a Native American legend that says, "If you have a secret wish, capture a butterfly and whisper your wish to it. Since butterflies cannot speak, your secret is ever safe in their keeping. Release the butterfly, and it will carry your wish to the Great Spirit, who alone knows the thoughts of butterflies. By setting the butterfly free, you are helping to restore the balance of nature, and your wish will surely be granted."

The butterfly is a reminder to make changes when the opportunity arises. Change and transformation are inevitable for us all, but it does not have to be traumatic. Butterfly symbolism is also closely tied to the idea of spirits and souls. It has been used in many religions and cultures. In the western world, the symbol of the butterfly stands for freedom, fun and joyous times. It is also symbolises a state of naturalness and purity.

only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide


SeNsE_of_HoNeY 48F
4829 posts
11/17/2010 11:18 am

.. bebz' list -- maybe for another time, a reincarnation?


Bebong2010 56F

11/17/2010 6:28 pm

    Quoting SeNsE_of_HoNeY:
    .. bebz' list -- maybe for another time, a reincarnation?
not even complete
don't believe in metempsychosis
don't even want to be reborn in case
this one life is more than enough

only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide


Bebong2010 56F

11/17/2010 6:33 pm

    Quoting  :

no jo
in fact only one on the pictures
the list is just names of those who left impact one way or the other
those that didn't are not worth mentioning although they might had bigger parts in my life process

only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide


TessRb 64F
7258 posts
11/17/2010 9:19 pm

Bebs,

Wow, you are the best!!! Only girl on the team.

Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...


Bebong2010 56F

11/17/2010 10:17 pm

tess there is a thing called muse and i happened to be there vacationing i grabbed the opportunity even i was 31 and they around... 17?
to make up for the lost time 'ika nga
me and my kinakapatid cathy have a long standing joke between us that if she can manage to make me reyna de las flores (since she's one of hermanas mayores)in santacruzan mag babalikbayan ako but not lesser than that she said she will be content if she makes one of the reyna elenas post for she's dreaming to parade also

only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide


eb1209

11/18/2010 5:59 am

Bebz..this is what I like about blogging...and it really FEELS sooooo GOOD to just be YOURSELF...There's this feeling of FREEDOM, and even better to release all the pent up feelings which we have that has accumulated within us for a long time..We are with you in your different journeys, as you are with us in ours...You always take good care...HAPPY THANKSGIVING DAY to you and yours.../ELZ

Just call me ELZ


jean_1000 47F

11/18/2010 6:40 am

    Quoting Bebong2010:
    tess there is a thing called muse and i happened to be there vacationing i grabbed the opportunity even i was 31 and they around... 17?
    to make up for the lost time 'ika nga
    me and my kinakapatid cathy have a long standing joke between us that if she can manage to make me reyna de las flores (since she's one of hermanas mayores)in santacruzan mag babalikbayan ako but not lesser than that she said she will be content if she makes one of the reyna elenas post for she's dreaming to parade also
nice pix... you don't look like 31 but 13...waiting for reyna pix

love is the greatest gift of all


Bebong2010 56F

11/18/2010 7:56 am

elz i have met so many beautiful souls along the way and i promised to myself i will have just this once experience with each for i want to cherish the sweetest of memories which i believe if i ever came back and try to re-live the past i will find out that it is not how i remember it was

happy thanksgiving in your part of the world pity we don't celebrate it here personally i find it good that once a year people stop the rat race and find a gap in their busy schedule to be grateful of all the blessings they received the whole year through it's like going to the church on sunday

only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide


Bebong2010 56F

11/18/2010 7:58 am

jean you put smile again on my face
enjoy the weekend it's almost here again

only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide


Bebong2010 56F

11/18/2010 8:17 am

have a glorious weekend people even though the fog/mist don't want to clear up here in my corner of the glove my backyard looks like a fine settings for a horror movie ala stephen king my days are full of darkness or artificial lights i can't even guess the hour of the day it always looks like apocalyptic anyhow

only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide


jane82 110F

11/20/2010 5:58 am

Wicked pics with a very heartfelt message.
I get a real sense of the Thanksgiving spirit.

I like your pics with the boys especially where you're the only girl member of the basketball team. I'm good at shooting in basketball or netball.



within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.


jane82 110F

11/20/2010 6:00 am

I'm learning something new about butterflies, saves me from searching for an encyclopaedia. I just read you instead.



within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.


jean_1000 47F

11/25/2010 9:55 am

happy thanksgiving....


love is the greatest gift of all