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you will know me better by reading my blog....this blog is my outlet....whatever i feel...whatever it is that's on my mind...i put and write it down here...you can tell who i am by reading my blog because this is the real me



just enjoy reading my blog....it's a true feelings and story...

What's happening?
Posted:Mar 21, 2005 12:40 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:28 pm
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Would you believe that since i woke up yesterday (March 20, 2005), at 2 p.m, until now (March 21, 2005)..i don't have any sleep at all...??? well, don't ever think that i'm taking drugs..sorry, i never and will never do that!

Since last night, i felt this emptiness, this loneliness, am i just upset and disappointed? I really can't answer my own question..until tears falls down from my eyes, and it just not tears..i really cried! my eyes are already swollen..

A lot of things in my mind..my vacation, my job, my son...but why am i crying, for what? i really don't know..

I did asked God why i feel so empty and lonely..then i began to pray and asked for His guidance..and comfort..

How i wish i know the real answers..i'm so down and out..
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Pakisabi na lang...Baka Ikaw..Bakit Ngayon ka Lang!
Posted:Mar 21, 2005 12:24 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:28 pm
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I just want to share to everybody the lyrics of my 3 favorite Original Pilipino Music songs...

*PAKISABI NA LANG*

nais kong malaman nya, nagmamahal ako
yan lang ang nag-iisang pangarap ko
gusto ko mang sabihin, di ko kayang simulan
pag nagkita kayo, pakisabi na lang

Refrain:
pakisabi na lang na mahal ko siya
di na baleng may mahal siyang iba
pakisabi wag siyang mag-alala, di ako umaasa
alam kong ito'y malabo, di ko mababago
ganon pa man, pakisabi na lang

sana ay malaman nya masaya na rin ako
kahit na nasasaktan ang puso ko
wala na akong maisip na mas madali pang paraan
pag nagkita kayo pakisabi na lang..

coda:
pakisabi na lang....umiibig ako
lagi syang naririto sa puso ko
pakisabi na lang ....pwede ba?

*BAKA IKAW*

hinihintay sa buhay ko isang magmamahal
ngunit habang hinhintay lalong tumatagal
malapit ng mapagod ang puso kong ito
pero teka, sandali lang, may sasabihin ako sa iyo

REFRAIN:
hindi kaya ikaw, baka ikaw na nga
meron ka bang nararamdaman, akala ko'y wala
parang ngayon sa tingin ko
sa kilos mo't galaw
siguro nga, ikaw na yon, ano kaya
ikaw ba yon? siguro nga..ano kaya? baka ikaw

pag hindi hinahanap saka dumarating
ganon ba ang pag-ibig, di ko lang 'to napansin
nariyan ka lang pala, pinagod ang puso ko
pero teka, sandali lang, may sasabihin ako sa iyo

*BAKIT NGAYON KA LANG DUMATING?*

bakit ngayon ka lang
bakit ngayon kung kaylan ang aking puso'y meron ng laman
sana'y nalaman ko
na darating ka sa buhay ko, di sana'y naghintay ako

CHORUS:
ikaw sana ang aking yakap-yakap
ang iyong kamay lagi ang aking hawak
at hindi kanya

REFRAIN:
bakit ngayon ka lang dumating sa buhay ko
pilit binubuksan ang sarado ko ng puso
ikaw ba ay nararapat sa akin
at siya ba ay dapat ko ng limutin
nais kong malaman
bakit ngayon ka lang dumating
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MY SUPER FRIENDS..
Posted:Mar 20, 2005 2:07 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:28 pm
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I never really thought that i could possibly find a friend here..TRUE AND SUPER FRIENDS..
I would like to thank FILIPINOFRIENDFINDER for this beautiful website..

I, an entertainer, never shown other people what i really feel..I'm like a clown who always put a smile on her lips even though my heart is crying inside..

TRUE AND SUPER FRIENDS are here now..i can pour out my real feelings to them..luckily as of now, i haven't got into any troubles..

so, in my small little ways..i would like mention the names of my TRUE AND SUPER FRIENDS..

sallie, ariel, cath and ellyn

bonding with:

mar and joseph

knowing;

jan, tashina and dei

as you can see the three diamonds are so precious..this is how i consider my friends around!
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