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YOU MUST KNOW ME FIRST

you will know me better by reading my blog....this blog is my outlet....whatever i feel...whatever it is that's on my mind...i put and write it down here...you can tell who i am by reading my blog because this is the real me



just enjoy reading my blog....it's a true feelings and story...

It's mAH BIRTHDAY.....
Posted:Apr 8, 2007 6:30 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2007 6:59 am
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Hey! it's my special day today, APRIL 8...

Nothing special, for I ma still here in Saipan, waiting and hoping...hayyy...I spent my birthday all alone...just keeping myself inside my room...empty and lonely but thankful that I was given another year of my life....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!

HOw old???? NEVER MIND....

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GOOD FRIDAY..
Posted:Apr 6, 2007 7:27 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2007 8:04 am
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Today, April 6, GOOD FRIDAY...I had these kind of experience here in Saipan...They have a sacred mountain here called MT. TAPUCHAO...I've been there 4 times already but this time it's kinda different....

I have to walked 4 miles to get to the top of the mountain and pray..it took me around 1 hour and half, by walking...I've met some familiar faces around...some who knew me way back then and was surprised to see me...

It was so tiring but when i reach the top and saw the cross and Jesus on top...i do pray...some tears fell down....

This is one experience I won't forget again while here in Saipan.....
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In Saipan
Posted:Apr 4, 2007 8:29 am
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2007 6:45 pm
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Just the other day, I've experienced a call for a TSUNAMI ALERT here and we have to go to highlands...then the next day it was raining so hard and wind blowing...well, it's a typhoon...it makes me feel lonely and empty...but the following day...sun shines so brightly..another day for me...
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ALL ALONE....
Posted:Apr 2, 2007 3:19 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2007 9:01 am
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How could one cope up when you are all alone????
When the world seems like on your shoulder???
When there's no one to turn too????
It's hard...but it's happening with me.

Crying during lonely nights
That's all I can do right now
Holding my rosary and praying
That everything's gonna be all right

I am getting tired and really want to give up
But still want to fight till the end
Holding on something with no reassurance
But still, waiting and hoping

I am all alone, feeling helpless
Is my decision right or wrong???
Whatever, I am already here, taking the risk
Hope that it will turn out fine!!!

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STILL WAITING nad news,,,,
Posted:Mar 27, 2007 5:39 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2007 9:02 am
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I had a Labor hearing case on Friday, March 15 and the decision came out on Tuesday, March 20...a piece of paper that sez we won the Labor case...but it was just still a piece of paper...My former employer should get their own copy of the decision...and now, March 27, I found out that it is only now that they got their copy...

On the decision, I was given 45 days to find a new job and a new employer for we are granted a transfer but IF EVER, the former employer didn't pay us or either i didn't find a new employer in 45 days, I have to return back home to the Philippines empty handed...and that what worries me nowadays....My 45 days started on March 16 and will end on April 30...long way to go but action is needed, The local government here is not doing anything about it...I kept on calling the Federal Ombudsman Office and the Labor office here in Saipan..but still to no avail.

Hotcrusher called me up telling me that our former employer called him up and asking for a meeting with the 4 of us...the first thing that came into my mind is my employer wants to have a settlement...

What to do now???? hayyyyy!!!!!!

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HOTLIPS BAND REUNION....
Posted:Mar 26, 2007 8:56 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2007 9:05 am
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March 24, Saturday, My former group of 13 years, the HOTLIPS BAND, got our reunion and reunited in one performance that Saturday night...I feel so nervous but as the music flows and the rhythm start...whoa! it really feels good...for the last 1 year and 9 months that i've never got the chance to perform on stage.....!!!!! One experience I won't ever forget....!!!!
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ACCEPTING....
Posted:Mar 25, 2007 9:19 am
Last Updated:Mar 30, 2007 8:23 am
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In this life...there will come a time that you will realize that you really can't have everything that you wished for...Winning some and losing some is a part of life....it is how you will accept things, if ever, you've lost the battle!

I'm still waiting for the result....but I know...i already lost something....and there's no chance to win it back!

and I AM ACCEPTING IT!!!!!

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Missing everyone.....
Posted:Mar 19, 2007 8:33 am
Last Updated:Mar 26, 2007 8:31 am
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Whoa! I am missing everyone around here....I can't go online that long...i miss my groupmates, my friends, posting and blogging.....

Tomorrow the DECISION for our labor case will be out, so, i need to be at the Labor office...

See you around guys!!!!

BAWI NA LANG AKO PAGBALIK KO NG PINAS!!!!!!
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Back in Saipan
Posted:Mar 16, 2007 4:01 am
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2007 8:29 am
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Back in Saipan..a lot of stories to tell each and everyone...but, got no time yet...still, will gather my thoughts...but LABOR CASE has already been heard...Decision will be release on Tuesday...

Guys, Friends, groupmates and readers, I will be back for more stories....
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MARCH 15 at 1:20 pm
Posted:Mar 14, 2007 10:50 am
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2007 8:57 am
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Friends, groupmates and readers, maybe by the time you are reading this blog of mine, I will be at NAIA..

Sad to say I didn't got the chance to get my ORIGINAL RE ENTRY LETTER...but I do have a FAX copy of it..hope that would do...I will try to talk it out with the Immigration Officer there to allow me to go out for my labor hearing case...Help me God!

I've been so tired, stress out today, preparing, purchasing the ticket, POEA, OWWA..and the car is broken...then got no chance to meet the person who was carrying my original re entry letter.

Please do pray for me that I could possibly convince the Immigration officer that I need to be there...or else all these hardship that me and my friends are doing will just go to waste....waaaaaahhh

WALANG KOKONTRA!

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