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MIRROR GLAZE
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Aug 8, 2010 8:07 am
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Reflecting back at you,the contours of the image you see before you,choices that we had no say in,but i was created this way,I'm judged in life from this,why isn't it from inside where the personality lies,the heart beats,the love shines,the kindness glows,we have already been judged, seldom never had a chance to portray because judgment day has already occurred at the first glance.
We are all so guilty of this,looking ,staring ,but dismissing right away not realizing that lying beneath the image is a person who could be so gracious,loving,our indeed soul-mate.
The voice cries out from within you this person is real so real with true beliefs,feelings,emotions,unable to show that indeed they are so worthy a wonderful and vibrant human being.
Attraction yes i agree is the first port of call. but with beauty this can cloud your judgment and lead to the downhill slope of despair and heartache.
My own life experience makes me recall. such a intense time i fell for complete beauty,the whole package standing there so it seemed at that time.
Blinded my my own desires,responding to every call and being always on standby, however careers would play a part as she moved around the globe,countless shoots.interviews,kept her occupied as so was i with my career, was this fate i do believe so.
I never looked beyond the outer shell of her,i never chipped away
at her tried to reveal the inner forum of her from the exterior also of a glowing angel.
Time elapsed and reality would win the day as i found out i should never judge a book by the cover,but should take time to read every line slowly to understand yes her heart lied on the outside.
I decided to close the chapter move on,she never would understand my decision she was hurt. the pain evident but the pain I'm sure was indeed the pain of never knowing herself inside must have been more of a burden to her.
In conclusion i return in my mind to those distant days,knowing that to breath from within to truly understand a person,comprehend the true qualities she holds,completely out weighs that first glance.
Always allow yourself to cross that first hurdle, look beyond the outer shell and gamble on what lies dormant until allowed to breath from that person.
We all have choices look deep don't judge on looks find the true soul inside that could bring you that total happiness in life you truly want to explore.
Anyone else had a similar experience that are willing to share id love to hear from you
Thanks
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TWO HEARTS BORN TO RUN WHO WILL BE THE LONELY ONE
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Aug 2, 2010 10:26 am
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Will i ever truly comprehend what lies deep in the depths of somebodies troubled heart.
Should i be allowed to invade that closeness which is her personal inner secrets,a question undefined and so unanswered for me.
Cast together as friends,listening,trying to guide,understanding,and forever on call for her when ever the need arose.
Should i just be there for her,leaving so many thoughts shaded, be a shoulder to cry on,a voice to be heard,a friendly face to look at,but as time slides on by all i see is a scared,emotional.troubled,individual who's love is held back bottled away secured until time allows her to let it flow freely again what does trouble her.
My emotions run high,walk away the voice in my head cries out to me but I'm dragged back suddenly as my heart pounds so strong, my body aches,goes into spasm as visions of true beauty,kindness,shadow my judgment and again motionless i like dormant,confused and so alone.
Determined i move on,confusion reigns from her, i shout, surely she cant be real in both her thoughts and her mind, patience i need to find to understand such a mixed up and emotional mind.
Torn between breaking the heart of friendship and leaving her harmlessly dealing with a life of fantasy.
The lonely heart who's will it be,the ones who's sight is partially blinded mind in overdrive,or the one that desires,heart that burns so bright,engulfed in a love so deep only through his eyes can be viewed.
Born to run or born to stay,did fate play a part,will she ever see the figure of the man standing there,awaiting her hand in her dreams i truly feel she will never see.
Fantasy or reality are choices we all have, which one leaves you broken hearted.alone,lost,drained i suppose fantasy must always be the winner past the post.
Confused i write this but strength i need to deliver as I'm totally aware that i belong in the true real world,and not the world that can only lead to pain and deep regret.
Do i judge ,never,just trying to understand all this requires the challenge of the greatest of minds.
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REALITY,HOPE OR DESPAIR
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Jul 31, 2010 1:26 pm
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Do we ever really encounter our real dreams,or is our life already mapped out before we are created.
We do have some control of our final destiny,but the chapters of our life keep turning,we flow on by without realizing this is upon us.
Suddenly and without warning upon us arrives a strong light a creation you have patiently dreamed of and waited for,the reality poisons your mind, distance is your only choice as they are already en twinned with another.
The hope erodes you, the despair creeps in ,you try to find reason in your heart to quietly shade away unnoticed to a life of wondering what if.
You focus through clouded eyes.you want to fulfill your world by offering unconditional yourself to this truly wonderful person.
Once again you drift back into reality the question on your mind what is the right decision to make.
At the crossroads which direction do you take, the safe route or the one that you truly desire.
HOPE would allow you to follow your heart your true feelings,to move forward ,approach,await for your newly found love.
DESPAIR takes you along the broken road never knowing weather safety and caution ruined your one true chance of complete happiness.
REALITY strikes you and you find yourself back into your shell and always looking for that one special person who could ever replace the one that you allowed to fade away to distant shores.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO
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