/blog/rara_avis/?pid=f2397 [I]There's too many things,left to be unsaidsome live in a dark hole,sometimes in my head.But I'm all right,I'll get by,somehow. You want to feel their emotion,sometimes even hold their hand, But they're giving nothing in returnto suit their own demandsbut I'm tired,and I'll get bysomehow Look at the people around you,stabbing at your heartbut you still smile in kindnessfor not knowing who they are[/I] /blog/2122/post_123861.html?pid=f2397&m= Much of our hearts are not controlled by ourselves, but instead by what other people do or say, how they are or will be. Everything we feel lies in the hands of others, that's why it hurts so much som Tue, 31 Jan 2012 04:56:28 -0800 /blog/2122/post_123861.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_123833.html?pid=f2397&m= Love doesn't walk away, people do. Sun, 29 Jan 2012 15:59:33 -0800 /blog/2122/post_123833.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_123831.html?pid=f2397&m= This is my broken heart talking. This is my weak head, my shaky fingers and wet eyes. My loss of faith in love, my aching stomach and lack of sleep at night, saying I miss you. Sun, 29 Jan 2012 01:51:54 -0800 /blog/2122/post_123831.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_117784.html?pid=f2397&m= I’m tired of waking up by myself. I roll over and there’s plenty of room in my bed; there’s no one waiting for me in the kitchen.I’m tired of eating breakfast alone. I turn on the TV so thereâ Sat, 21 Aug 2010 16:53:12 -0800 /blog/2122/post_117784.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_109974.html?pid=f2397&m= earlier this morning on my way to the office, while riding a jeepney along mc arthur highway.Sigh. just like what my friend told me, desperate times bring out the worst in people.christmas is fast app Sat, 10 Oct 2009 03:11:26 -0800 /blog/2122/post_109974.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_109925.html?pid=f2397&m= Sigh. i got 3 ldr's in 3 years. all of them failed. i think something's wrong. I think i need to get offline and accept the fact that my prince is not in the internet.but i can be wrong. Thu, 08 Oct 2009 05:25:50 -0800 /blog/2122/post_109925.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_76624.html?pid=f2397&m= i love this song, its from "stranger than fiction" When I was a young boyMy mama said to meThere's only one girl in the world for youAnd she probably lives in TahitiI'd go the whole wide worldI'd go t Tue, 29 Jan 2008 03:35:36 -0800 /blog/2122/post_76624.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_76428.html?pid=f2397&m= Drunk is the best way to write this letter for you. Perhaps that’s also the best way to describe myself. I think I wont be able to write something good when im sober, not in a million years. Sat, 26 Jan 2008 05:47:36 -0800 /blog/2122/post_76428.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_76335.html?pid=f2397&m= Now im going to spread the newsThat if it feels this good gettin usedWell You just keep on using me,Til youve used me up..Come on and use me up.. Thu, 24 Jan 2008 09:40:19 -0800 /blog/2122/post_76335.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_76332.html?pid=f2397&m= Stop haunting me nowCant shake you nohowJust leave me aloneIve got those monday bluesStraight to sunday bluesGood morning heartacheHere we go againGood morning heartacheYoure the oneWho knows me wellM Thu, 24 Jan 2008 07:56:34 -0800 /blog/2122/post_76332.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_76152.html?pid=f2397&m= I don't know what it is that you've done to me...but it's caused me to act in such a crazy way.Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing...it's a feeling I don't understand.'Cause my he Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:03:57 -0800 /blog/2122/post_76152.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_76071.html?pid=f2397&m= How pathetic can i get, crying while typing on the keyboard, talking to you. i was just really surprised when your name popped on my ym. To top it all, i wasnt at the comfort and privacy of my apartme Sun, 20 Jan 2008 04:15:02 -0800 /blog/2122/post_76071.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_76064.html?pid=f2397&m= Passion makes a person stop eating, sleeping, working, feeling at peace. A lot of peopleare frightened because, when it appers, it demolishes all the old things it finds in its path. No one wants th Sun, 20 Jan 2008 02:56:23 -0800 /blog/2122/post_76064.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_76063.html?pid=f2397&m= "Honor, dignity, Self- respect. Although, when i think about it, ive never had any of those things. I didnt ask to be born, Ive never found anyone to love me. Ive always made the wrong decisions-now i Sun, 20 Jan 2008 02:19:05 -0800 /blog/2122/post_76063.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_75506.html?pid=f2397&m= today is just another “thinking about why youre gone” day……………. Thu, 10 Jan 2008 22:30:08 -0800 /blog/2122/post_75506.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_75456.html?pid=f2397&m= Why cant i forget you??Please.. i want to forget everything about you.. Thu, 10 Jan 2008 03:26:30 -0800 /blog/2122/post_75456.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_75218.html?pid=f2397&m= ive been counting the days since we last talked. I can almost hear your voice echoing in my mind. i never knew what happened with you, nor i knew where on earth are you right now. you dont have the sl Sat, 05 Jan 2008 01:08:53 -0800 /blog/2122/post_75218.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_75208.html?pid=f2397&m= My bestfriend had been wondering whats wrong with me. And so are my siblings. I have a great job with a very prestigious brit owned company and have been there for almost 2 years, great perks, great p Fri, 04 Jan 2008 22:52:57 -0800 /blog/2122/post_75208.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_74940.html?pid=f2397&m= Quoted from Greg behrendt:"Sometimes you have to get closure all by yourself" Sun, 30 Dec 2007 22:11:06 -0800 /blog/2122/post_74940.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/2122/post_64029.html?pid=f2397&m= can feel the magic floating in the air Beign with you gets me that way I watch the sunlight dance across your face And i've never been this swept away All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze Sat, 14 Jul 2007 02:27:02 -0800 /blog/2122/post_64029.html?pid=f2397&m=