Feeling of Betrayal
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Posted:May 1, 2009 3:49 pm
Last Updated:Aug 1, 2009 4:46 pm 6356 Views
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I am alone,
so very alone.
I hurt,
so very bad.
I am ignored,
just thrown aside.
I am security,
for others to have.
I am lonely,
there is no one close,
no one sees the pain.
I cry,
hope is gone.
I am alone,
and no one knows.
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The FEARLESS - (Battered but Unbowed)
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Posted:Apr 26, 2009 5:34 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2009 4:49 pm 5224 Views
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Gerry Penalosa did Philippines boxing proud Saturday in a different manner than Manny Pacquiao, Brian Villoria and Nonito Donaire have been doing in recent years.
They called him "Fearless" and last night at Bayamon, Puerto Rico Gerry Penalosa gave true meaning to the name.
Penalosa (54-7-2) was stopped for the first time in his 63-fight career as the 36-year-old Filipino was unable to unseat dynamic WBO junior-featherweight champion Juan Manuel Lopez in Bayamon, Puerto Rico. Lopez (25-0, 23 knockouts) had landed 444 punches to Penalosa's 99.
Yet Penalosa was still standing and was throwing power punches of his own at the end of the ninth, as he did at the end of nearly every round. He received a huge ovation afterward, waving to the adoring Puerto Rican crowd while Lopez was being interviewed.
At the end of the 9th, Roach told Penalosa that he was stopping it and Penalosa did not object. Thus the fight went on the books as a 9th round TKO loss.
The loss was Penalosa's first time to be stopped by anyone in his long career. But he has nothing to be ashamed about as truly, Lopez is one of the best 122-pounder there is today. He may even be the very best.
So what is now next for Penalosa?
I honestly think Penalosa should call it a career. At age 36, he does not have much time to regain his old glory days.
He can even do nothing if he chooses to do so. After all, he gave his all to the sweet science and a long restful life is truly deserved.
Mabuhay ka Gerry and thanks for the memories. Thanks for making us proud.
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Letting Go
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Posted:Apr 25, 2009 3:20 pm
Last Updated:May 11, 2009 3:51 pm 5130 Views
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How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?
I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . . the times you've left
My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust.
We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.
I know one day you will be happy
And your soulmate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.
May life be gentle with you
May God's best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.
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the Reason for Easter
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Posted:Apr 11, 2009 7:01 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2009 3:23 pm 4623 Views
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Why are we celebrating with eggs?
when a saviour died for our sins?
we could never thank Him enough...
we'll never begin.
the Easter Bunny's got nothing,
on the Lord whose name is praised.
who never enough could be exalted,
who could never be high enough raised.
So fall to your knees,
and remember what He did for you.
and what the reason for Easter is,
And what for you Christ did do.
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Best Friend
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Posted:Apr 3, 2009 7:56 am
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2009 7:04 pm 4699 Views
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I'll always be beside you
until the very end,
wiping all you tears away
being your best friend.
I’ll smile when you smile
and feel the pain you do,
and if you cry a single tear
I promise I'll cry too.
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in the Silence of the Night
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Posted:Mar 25, 2009 8:15 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2009 3:28 pm 5268 Views
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Holding on to a thread
Of which we weaved our love
The precious gift to which was given
From heaven up above.
In the beginning it was blissful
Not a lonely fear in sight
As time passed, it grew weaker
Dragging through our angered nights.
Finally the dreadful day arrived
I realized there was nothing left
Nothing but hurt and pain
My happiness gone, and you the theft.
I held on, for dear life
As if the world would end
For, if you left I'd have nothing
My cold heart would be completely dead.
But now I see the light of lies
It's plays over in my life
I can't go on any longer
I need release from this fright.
So to this I say goodbye, my love
From all our love filled days
To the night's we forever cried
The voice's we had raised.
Clinging to my heart
As I whisper final goodbye's
I turn on my heel, and take my leave
Silence, as I wipe the tear from my eye.
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What Love Exactly Is?
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Posted:Mar 20, 2009 4:33 am
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2009 10:40 pm 5599 Views
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For all you people who say "I love you"
when you have no clue what love is exactly.
Something to ponder upon...
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing
and is your voice caught within your chest?
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them,
am I right?
-It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want them because you know they're there?
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
-It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.
Are you there because they kissed you,
or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for their confessions of love,
because you don't want to hurt them?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to them because their sight
makes your heart skip a beat?
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon their faults
because you care about them?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell them every day
they are the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give all
of your favorite things
for their sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for their pain,
even when they're strong?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do their eyes see your true heart,
and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding,
incomprehensible mix of pain
and relation pulls you close and holds you there?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept their faults because
they're a part of who they are?
-Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others,
but stay with them faithfully without regret?
-Then it's LOVE.
Would you give them your heart,
your life, your death?
-Then it's LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so,
why do we love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self? Why?
The answer is so simple 'cause it's... LOVE!
It is such addictive things that even people
who are not having it wish to experience it
and share it with others as well.
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Ang mga lalake talaga, oo..
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Posted:Mar 6, 2009 2:52 pm
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2009 4:25 am 6663 Views
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Kaming mga babae na naman ang nakita.
Lalake, agrabyado.
Lalake, kinakawawa.
Lalake, hindi maintindihan.
Hmmp, parang masyado yatang
nagisa ang mga kabaro ko.
Tungkol sa pagiging patas sa ngalan ng pag-ibig,
kami naman ang laging talo a, hindi kayo.
Kami ang laging lugi,
kami ang laging nawawalan at iniiwan.
Kapag ngumiti ka na ng konti,
nag-ayos ng konti pagkakamalan ka nang malandi.
Hindi pangseryosohang relasyon.
Marinig lang nila na malakas kang magsalita,
palengkera ka na.
T.O. kagad sa kanila iyon.
Mahilig silang tumingin sa mga babaeng sexy manamit,
kulang nalang makita na kaluluwa.
Pero kapag babaeng seryosohin
at gustong ligawan dapat disente,
dapat mala-anghel ang mukha,
dapat mukhang inosente.
Tapos kami pa raw ang mahilig mamili?
Parang baliktad yata?
Ok, ayan nanliligaw na si lalake.
Dapat pakipot ka para suyuin ka,
para habulin ka pa lalo.
Kapag hindi ka naman nagpakipot
"easy to get" naman ang tingin sa iyo.
Hindi ka na seseryosohin.
Sino bang may sabing magpaalila kayo,
di naman namin hawak ang buhay niyo.
Natural lang na magtiis kayo,
may gusto kayo sa amin eh.
Kapag nakuha niyo na iyon
wala na lahat ng mga paghihirap niyo,
babaliktad na ang sitwasyon
kami naman ang mamromroblema.
Para lang kayong may gustong bilhin na bagay.
Upang mabili ito kailangan munang magsakripisyo,
magtipid, magtiis.
Pag nabili na at napagsawaan wala na,
balewala na.
Diyan ka na sa tabi-tabi.
Tawagan nalang kita pag trip ko
o kaya'y pag may gusto akong ipagawa sa iyo.
Ano pa ba? E di sinagot mo na diba.
Utang na loob pa natin yun.
Dahil naghirap daw sila sa panliligaw
dapat masuklian natin iyon ng higit pa.
Sa umpisa kailangan malambing ka,
maayos at laging magsisilbi sa kanya.
Ayaw daw nilang humawak ng relasyon,
pero kapag ikaw naman ang nagmando,
aba, masasakal naman.
Sasabihin pa sa iyo "demanding" ka.
Meron ka pang maririnig na "I think we need space"
at kung anu-ano pang ek-ek.
Sino rin may sabing di dapat kami magpakabait,
maging devoted at faithful?
Kapag kami ang sumaway niyang mga iyan,
iba na ang tingin sa amin.
Malandi na kami, haliparot, pakawala,
makikay at kung anu-ano
pang mga bansag ang itatawag sa amin.
Kapag kayo gumawa noon, ok lang.
Lalake kayo eh, macho kayo pag ginawa niyo iyon.
Kaya kami, walang magawa.
Magpapakaburo at magpapakamadre nalang.
Kapag nagloko na kayo ano pa bang magagawa namin?
Eh di iiyak nalang.
Wala namang ibang magagawa eh.
Tungkol naman sa tinatawag niyong pagdedemand namin.
Hindi kami nagdedemand!
Karapatan lang namin iyon.
Karapatan namin na lambingin niyo kami,
icheck at ipakita sa amin na mahal niyo kami.
Hindi rin ibig sabihin na mas sincere kayo sa amin.
Seryoso rin naman kami ah.
At ang maturity wala yan sa edad.
Mas maaga nga kaming mag-mature sa inyo.
Ang isang 19 year old na lalake eh,
isip 15 pa yun.
It follows iyan sa lahat ng age group.
Mas mataas pa nga kung minsan
ang pagbawas ng level of maturity.
Kayo na ang mag-math.
Pati yung pag-iyak namin pinupuntirya niyo.
Kesyo drama daw.
Diba kapag umiyak ka nagbuhos ka ng emosyon diyan.
Ano tingin niyo sa amin mga artista?!
Alam niyo iyon?
Yun bang kulang nalang ay lumuha ka na ng dugo,
pero hindi ka pa rin papansinin.
Sasabihan ka pang tigilan na ang pagdradrama.
Hindi nila kami maintindihan kapag nagseselos kami.
Bakit naman kami magseselos kung wala kaming nakikita?
Mas iba kaming magmahal.
Mas masarap.
Kapag natapos na ang lambingan,
eh di siyempre iwanan blues na.
Kami pa raw ang nagsawa,
kami pa raw ang nagtritrip lang.
Sino ba ang lumalayas kapag may nakita nang bago,
sino ba ang mayabang, sino ba ang nagmamalaki?
Kami ba?
Kami ang walang choice.
Kasi ang babae pag sinabing "break na tayo"
lambingin lang iyan ng konti balikan blues na iyan.
Kapag ang lalake ang umayaw, pucha, bahala ka diyan.
Kahit mag-tambling ka pa sa harap niya. Wa-epek.
Umiyak ka ng bato. Wa-epek. Tsk, tsk, tsk.
Tapos sila pa raw ang kawawa.
Post-break up, mahal pa ng babae si lalaki.
Sasamantalahin ni lalaki.
Magpapagawa ng kung anu-ano.
Naaalala ka lang kapag may kailangan sa iyo.
Kapag pumangit ka after the break up,
magpapasalamat sila na iniwan ka nila.
Kapag gumanda ka naman,
ipagkakalat nila sa buong sangkatauhan
na naging girlfriend ka niya.
Sala sa init sala sa lamig talaga.
Ano ba namang buhay to?
Ang hirap ding maging babae ano.
Kala nila laging sila nalang.
Lagi rin kaming naiiwan sa ere.
In-love din kami.
Ang mga lalake talaga, oo.
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Man, oh, Man!!
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Posted:Feb 28, 2009 3:06 pm
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2010 4:36 pm 5478 Views
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If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob.
If you dress sexy, he says you're a slut.
If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn.
If you're quiet, he says you're stupid.
If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy.
If he calls you, he says you should be grateful.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you.
If you love him, he'll leave you.
If you don't kiss him, he'll say you don't love him.
If you do, he'll say you're easy.
If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating.
If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy.
If he lectures you, it's because he "cares".
If you break a promise, you can't be trusted.
If he breaks it, he had to.
If you cheat, he'll expect it to be over.
If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance either way.
If one day you realize
that I haven't talked to you in a while,
it's not because I don't care anymore..
it's because you pushed me away
and just left me there...
Someday you'll look back and think...
damn!!
that girl really did love me...
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but now its over!
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Posted:Feb 21, 2009 2:12 am
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2009 5:24 am 6270 Views
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sitting here...
looking there...
wondering why. .
promises fail!
broken hearts...
shattered dreams...
hunting past...
love has gone a way.
quarrels...
misunderstandings...
different perceptions...
set "us" a-part!
before its "us"
now its "you" w/o me
and "me" w/o you
see the difference?!
you where there...
i was here...
left alone...
stagnant!
you let go...
you move on...
i hang on...
i break down!
plans left unfulfilled
dreams become nightmares
reality unfolds
"its once true but now its over!"
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