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On your HORIZONS


"Everyone's a star and deserves the right to twinkle."


I Love You........Good - Bye!!!
Posted:Jul 28, 2009 5:46 pm
Last Updated:Aug 8, 2009 9:03 am
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I thought i do love you,
i thought i can live without you,
but when time goes by and by,
i realized it was just a lie.

yes, i was then pretending,
afraid to show my feelings,
and afraid of hurting in,
when our relationship comes in ending.

parting ways has come,
happy moments become lonesome,
whispering words i tried to deny,
i love you........goodbye!!!!!!!!!

3 Comments
++ Feelings beyond Repair ++
Posted:Jul 20, 2009 7:56 pm
Last Updated:Jul 28, 2009 6:07 pm
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You came into my life
As quickly as you left.
You grabbed a cutting knife
And sliced right through my breast.

You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?

My heart now cut in two
It feels beyond repair.
Injury done by you
God, life just isn't fair.

You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?

So here we are, just friends,
But I long to be more.
Desire with no end
Throbbing from my core.

You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?

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LIAR!!
Posted:Jul 10, 2009 7:45 pm
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2009 5:46 pm
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I'm drawing the line
Don't mess with my heart.
You've done it before
You tore us apart.

Tell me one thing
What were you expecting?
I'm not taking you back
My reputation needs protecting.

I've changed since you left
Its a completely new me.
If you opened your eyes
You'd be able to see.

You made me who I am now
Unable to trust anyone.
Just leave me alone
For enough has been done.

Who do you think you are
Making decisions for me?
You no longer have that right
So just let me be free.

My hearts no longer yours
So don't say you love me.
I've fallen for that once
Through your lies I couldn't see.

You always make a mess
Then hide from consequence.
Leaving broken hearts
Shattering my defence.

But not this time around
For I am standing strong.
We don't belong together
I've known it all along.

But I don't understand
Why you even bother.
What makes me special
More special than any other?

You don't usually try this hard
To get the girl you desire.
Too bad we'd never work
Its a shame you're a liar.

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( NO ) Thanks for the Memories
Posted:Jun 27, 2009 4:37 pm
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2009 2:48 pm
5812 Views

I'm living in a fantasy;
a f**king masquerade.
i put my heart on the line,
and got nothing short of played.

you preached those loving words.
did you mean them? not quite?
when it was over, you just left,
feeling nothing near contrite.

you said we both had changed,
and knew nothing of one another.
you had all the chances in the world to try,
but you didn't even bother.

you just left me all alone;
vulnerable and confused.
heart filled with emotions,
feeling no less than used.

maybe if we weren't a secret,
a relationship of a lie,
maybe if we didn't start off
when you were still with her,
maybe we could have survived.

no one can explain this web of lies.
well, nobody but you.
but you would never do it.
guess i know you better than you think i do.
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++ OVER ++
Posted:Jun 13, 2009 4:27 pm
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2009 7:38 pm
5863 Views

I sit here, thinking..
About all the lies you have told.
In my tears, I'm sinking..
Crying is becoming so old.

Look at me in the eyes..
It's honesty I want to see.
Don't you feed me another lie..
Can't you feel my misery?

I thought you were perfection,
I was head over heels for you!
We had such a close connection,
Now what do you expect me to do?

This was not supposed to happen
But you've caused so much pain,
I loved you stupidly back then
So guess what? We're over.
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= DowN =
Posted:Jun 6, 2009 3:43 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2009 4:16 pm
5229 Views

I've been pushed down so many times
I feel this time will be the last
as I lay here fading
my thoughts are invaded
by memories of my past.

I feel the pressures of shame
and rejection building
as I lay here on the floor
I have no strength to get up
I'm not worth it any more.
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Secret Love
Posted:May 30, 2009 3:56 pm
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2009 5:45 pm
5518 Views

Once I had a secret love,
That lived within the heart of me.
All too soon my secret love,
Became impatient to be free.

So I told a friendly star,
The way that dreamers often do.
Just how wonderful you are,
And why I'm so in love with you.

Now, I shout it from the highest hills,
Even told the golden daffodils.
At last my hearts an open door,
And my secret love's no secret anymore.


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Broken Promises
Posted:May 23, 2009 4:09 pm
Last Updated:Jun 6, 2009 3:20 pm
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Yesterday's goals, dim memories.
Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.
Painful scars borne; Love's history.
Futures crumble when doubt appears.

No brightly lit hope envisioned,
When following after harsh words.
Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned.
Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured.

Apologies made, never bought.
Price paid turned out far too costly.
Though never known what would be wrought -
Must walk into the night softly.

One wish, only to be released.
Granted - now receive this token.
Words written in rhyme, love's deceased.
When promises made...were broken.

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Twas a Mistake
Posted:May 16, 2009 5:38 pm
Last Updated:Jun 6, 2009 3:20 pm
5806 Views

Letting out my anger,
Can't let out my tears.
Want to talk to you,
But you create my fears.

You just don't listen,
You just don't look,
You really don't care,
And my heart you took.

I tried to finish,
I was not done.
A second I blinked,
And you were gone.

I wasted my time,
My heart is shattered.
With your lying words,
You had me flattered.

Pig out on my heart,
Eat everything you can take,
Because now I have realized,
That you were a mistake.

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Sorry, Babe..
Posted:May 11, 2009 4:00 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2009 6:22 pm
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Why are you being the way that you are?
Why'd you act like my shining star?
Why'd you tell me you really cared?
Why'd you tell me you'd always be there?
Why'd you lead me into the blindness night?
Why'd you tell me it would be alright?
Why'd you act like such a fool?
Why do you treat me so uncool?
Why cant you respect what I say?

Instead you choose the other way.
You couldn't wait til I was ready,
You couldn't wait til we were steady.
You couldn't wait, you wanted it right then.

Sorry babe my rules don't bend.
You couldn't wait for what we could've had.
Now your gone, and now I'm sad
Now I know your a typical guy,
thats one more reason not to cry.

You'll never find a girl like me,
You don't know, but you will see.

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