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which is better ?
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Oct 16, 2011 1:14 am
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when ...
... we say things we dont mean
or
when ...
... we mean things we dont say
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would it ?
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Oct 15, 2011 8:15 pm
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i still hear the sound of waves
im few thousand miles away feeling dazed
there are a lot of things to do
been procrastinating & feeling blue
for others, things would change in an eye blink
like changing an under garment, i would think
for some, moving on is like dragging a chain
at the end of it, a ball ... a ball of pain
would the weight lighten in the coming days
would the worrying stop and begin not to be fazed
would the feeling move from being morose
would the trip be gentle, stopping and smelling some rose
ahhhh, rose ... how sweet it was walking around with a bunch
walking tall, chin up, so proud as it was given before sitting down
flashes of memories of not too far back
freely reminded, mind need not be hacked
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saturday morning ...
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Oct 14, 2011 1:41 pm
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... unusual for me to still be in bed
reading blogs and following threads
not enough motivation to leave comments
i am just lost at this very moment
i know, only i could find myself
i know, only i could find the way
i ask, is this self inflicted
i ask, why was i rejected
albeit questions were raised
no hard feelings in place
sweet memories in my hard case
pictures of your smiling face
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i have not learnt
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Oct 14, 2011 5:09 am
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friday night, alone in my room
tv is on, watching without volume
mind grinding and in deep thinking
the past few days had some huge failings
wished i'd learn where to draw the line
when i become selfish from time to time
leave my work where work should be
and live my life less stressfully
by now, i should have learnt
my past mistakes got me burnt
but no no no, i am on new low
moving forward is way so slow
would i ever learn
would i ever yearn
would i ever change
would i be forever strange
mad
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untitled blog
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Oct 13, 2011 5:31 am
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i wished i have the gift of the gaff
make promises to prove my love
how unfortunate that i dont have the words
to make it blend in as i play the chords
i must be doomed to be where i am
knowing nothing on how to play the game
work is all what i have in mind
my salt mines, my daily grind
i have the tendency to be selfish
rid of one's self esteem before she's finished
my pride is just soooo unbearable
i am a monster ... i am terrible
monosyllabic is who i am
no need for me to pretend
man of hardly any words
i am sorry if you got bored
at least one would be scratching her head
asking, what the hell have i just said
nothing to worry, its just a monologue
mind is clear, not in the influence of a grog
mad
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i am still faceless
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Sep 13, 2011 4:49 am
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i take my mind few months back
an email sat in my fff inbox
it took me few days before i replied
it was about a topic a somewhat despise
if i get a dollar for everytime i get asked
i'd be ten dollar richer but still an ass
"why dont you have a picture mr mad"
"why not show your face if you're a real lad"
like me for what i am and not how i look
for we were all created according to His book
to His image ... to His likeness
tho i am like the monster of lochness
mad
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stop staring at patches
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Sep 13, 2011 4:35 am
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we lose sight of the big picture
at times we all become unsure
patches of cloth does not make a quilt
stitch 'em together and it would be a thrill
emails i receive serve as a guide
i use daily in my everyday stride
my faith is very ordinary, i admit
am i not worthy of any of His treats
"i dont wanna be with anyone of different faith"
we'd sometimes hear this ... maybe of late
if i dont pray for help, does that make me a bigger man?
or am i lesser ... for my faith is not remotely close to His own son
mad
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i need a break
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Sep 13, 2011 4:14 am
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it must be time to write a blog
fingers itching, almost dry on grog
mind is still empty ... nothing unusual
just bear with me ... id stick with the ritual
none of you cares but i need a break
i applied for a leave for sanity's sake
if approved, i will be on a plane
to get my sanity back again
five days may never be enough
so little time ... it is tough
pick up my "i love london" shirt is part of the plan
sis, be prepared as i will see you when i land
yes, i am counting the chicks before the eggs hatch
but i am optimistic, everything will match
fare is affordable, seat is available
i will soon fit in as one of the locals
no one cares about my trip ... but i do
even if i dont see anyone ... id go to you
id go to parks and an island somewhere
boracay, bantayan, baguio ... anywhere
mad
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a peek inside my head
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Aug 26, 2011 2:37 pm
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forgive me as i write freely
opening my thoughts publicly
this may seem pointless to read
but i gotta rid whatever's in me head
i have been under the weather lately
a few rough patches almost daily
affecting my judgment at times
saying some very annoying lines
i do not have a squeaky clean personality
flaws everywhere but caring and loving generally
being a typical male, i can't multitask
i dwell on my concerns, from dawn to dusk
i could be tactless at times when i say things
but i say 'em with honesty with no sugar coatings
to the point that i am hurting someone without knowing
until the day comes when arguments start flowing
sorry seems to be hard to say
but that was me in my younger days
i am now quick to apologise if at fault
i locked away that stupid 'pride' in a vault
where is this blog leading
where is this blog heading
am i the type who would lead
am i the type from your love i'd feed
most people would lead when in their comfort zone
take them out of their familiar space and they'd feel alone
they would struggle, they would be lost
i am talking bout me ... i am one of the most
'... sing us a song you're the piano man
sing us a song tonight
well, we're all in the mood for a melody
and you got us all feeling alright ... '
mad
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a lonely letter ...
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Aug 25, 2011 12:27 pm
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work has taken a lot of me
cooped up in my office lately
burning rubber from one meeting to another
i listen in my car, from taylor to beiber
at times i feel i am all alone
i truly can't say, 'honey, im home'
i open the door, i hear complete silence
a blog full of 'i'? ... it has no sense
there is no 'i' in mad
but an acronym for mature aged dad
few more years and i will be truly alone
as the lil one ventures out on her own
... i
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