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My Journey

For of all sad words of tongue or pen,
The saddest are these: "It might have been!"

To love again
Posted:Oct 12, 2007 6:56 am
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 3:8 pm
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Radio's fine
It helps me forget for awhile
I look back and recall
Those days I had with you
Sometimes I need a friend
Just to make it through
Another day without you...

You gave me all the reasons to live
Then you had to go
And I just got to let you know
Its hard to love again
Just to make it through
Another day spent without you...

And I don't want to go on pretending
That its going to be a happy ending
If I should love again
Once I've learned to love again
And, no, it will never be the same
Without you baby
This pain inside me is driving me crazy
'Cause, its hard to love again...

Friends are great
They cheer me up for sometime
When the day is done
My mind is back again with you
Oh God, I need a friend
Just to make it through
Another day spent without you...
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Let the pain remain...
Posted:Oct 10, 2007 4:06 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2008 12:36 pm
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Love comes, love goes
But a certain feeling never lets me be
Somehow I know
Quite a part of me's unchanged since you've been gone
Like a sturdy tree that's seen a thousand seasons
I still shed my leaves in winter
To grow them back in spring
To welcome life again
To welcome you

So goes my life
Still believe in dreams of having you around
Too bad, memories
Feed the mind and not the heart where I want you to be
So I ask myself what you have left behind for me
To go on each day to live as if
I had you once again
What else is there that's real
But all the pain that I feel?

So let the pain remain forever in my heart
For every throb it brings is
One more moment spent with you
I'll let the pain bring on the rain
If that's the only way
If there's no other way to be with you again
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How Can I?
Posted:Oct 7, 2007 4:05 pm
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2010 8:50 am
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It's been 10 years, 2 days and 7 hours since I lost my heart. I've been humming this song for the past few days. Just wanna share it...

How Can I (Martin Nieverra)

How can things go wrong
When you're here with me
All of time and space would stop
They'd stop for you and me

How can we go wrong
We're like words within a song
Perfect rhyme and perfect time
And perfect harmony

Now our words have lost their way
And all they seem to say
You don't intend to stay with me
Tell me why
When we have come this far
We're happy as we are
But now

How can I feel right
When you're not by my side
Strange that I'm here all alone
As I recall the happy times
The happy songs, the perfect rhymes
How can I go on
How can I move on
How can I, how can I
Without you

Now our words have lost their way
And all they seem to say
You don't intend to stay with me
Tell me why
When we have come this far
We're happy as we are
But now, now

How can I feel right
When you're not by my side
Strange that I'm here all alone
As I recall the happy times
The happy songs, the perfect rhymes
How can I go on
How can I move on
How can I, how can I, how can I
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Have you seen my heart?
Posted:Oct 4, 2007 2:57 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2009 7:53 am
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How can it be?
Is this a dream?
I hope it is
Oh I beg please.

You said goodbye
I don’t know why
I hope it’s a lie
Say it is or I’ll die

I gave my heart
Without a doubt
I gave my love
Oh dear how mad

And now you’re gone
I’m left with none
I have a question, just only one..
Where did you dump my heart, my dear one?
I’m tired of checking every trash can.
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Umibig Kang Muli
Posted:Oct 4, 2007 2:40 am
Last Updated:Oct 4, 2007 3:18 pm
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Pakiusap kaibigan, ikaw sana’y wag magalit
Sa tulang ito na aking sinatitik.
Nais ko lamang sa iyo’y ipahatid
Ang mga mensaheng dapat mong mabatid


Bakit ba may pusong mahirap paibigin
Nagmamahal na sya’y pilit pa ring titiisin
Tibok ng puso nya’y kanyang sisiilin
Nagwawalang damdamin ay pilit pipigilin.


Bakit kaibigan? Bakit ka nagkaganyan?
Dati ka ng umibig, ito’y muli mong subukan.
Noo’y alam ko ikaw ay nasaktan
Ngunit ang pag ibig minsan ay sadyang ganyan.

Bakit di mo ipahayag nais ng iyong puso?
Lumalapit na sya’y ikaw pa rin ang nalayo.
Iyo nang sagipin puso nya sayo’y bigo.
Sabihin mo ang pag-irog at wag nang itago.

Nais ko ang buhay mo ay mapuno ng ngiti.
Ang abuhan mong ulap ay muling mahawi..
Hihintayin mo pa bang uwak ay pumuti?
Muling buksan ang puso mo at umibig kang muli.
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Goodbye, my love. Goodbye!
Posted:Oct 4, 2007 2:36 am
Last Updated:Feb 11, 2008 1:36 pm
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It was a proverbial story of a love that started at “Hello”.
10 years, wow those are the years I’ve been wasting and counting. What a pity.
Was it that long? I always ask myself that…
It can’t be. Why does it still hurt so much?
Why can’t I breathe every time I think of him?
Why can’t I stop myself from crying every time I hear our songs?
Why can’t I move on? Why? Why?

Well, if I know the answer, maybe I’ll be writing more meaningful blogs.
Maybe I’ll be quoting the greatest love quotes ever.
Sadly, I’m still stuck in the past.
Everyday, I have to wear my fake smile, pretending that everything’s okay though I’m totally torn inside. It’s funny how others sort of envy my cheerful disposition. If they only knew, I’ve been hiding under a clown’s mask. If there will be an award that I most deserve, it will be “The Greatest Pretender”.

So for a change, I want to be me. Say what I feel. Cry my heart out. I’ve been hiding my sorrow for the longest time. It’s time to get real, time to admit defeat, time to say “Goodbye, my love. Goodbye”.
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