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Its nice- The winds in my hair,Rain in my face,& I'm free to Walk or Run-I see the rainbow- I know where I belong.



"HOW I FEEL"
Posted:Oct 15, 2008 2:24 am
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2009 6:14 pm
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When your away - & its always into the wind- with a completely powerless will to keep going- only wanting to return- that's how I feel...

When your looking at the road- but only see his face- that's how i feel...

When you know if he really loves u- u feel the breath of total happiness- that's how I feel...

When he tells you he loves u- & u see the light in your own face. That's how I feel...

When your doing things & feel by yourself with a big piece of your heart somewhere else- that's how i feel...

When every minute you wish he was beside u- that's how I feel...

When all else disappears but the love in your heart for 1 person- that's how i feel...


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When u forget to have any interest in others around u , because he's on your mind. That's how I feel.....

When u know you don't want to die until u feel his kiss -taste his lips & feel his warmth- that's how I feel...

When your heart beats faster because you hear his voice- hear his hello- look at his smile- when he's paying attention to you- That's how I feel...

And there are so many more things to enjoy with you - so that's how i feel.

How I feel.... & that's how I feel to you Hon...



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" IPO LEI MOMI"
Posted:Oct 2, 2008 8:57 pm
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2008 6:21 am
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I am a fan of KR

My Honey,always sing me this song instanet

CIELO,CHEEKY JAM,LD HERE'S THE LYRICS OF THE SONG

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Words and music by Keali`i Reichel


Auhea `oe e ka ipo lei momi, la e
`Ume`ume noweo i ka pouliuli, la e

E huli mai `oe a honi ka ihu, la e
Mai pulale na`e o nalo auane`i, la e

Lalau lima a pa`a i ka pono, la e
`O`e`o`e ka nuku i ke kapa moe holu, la e

Ua lomilomi `ia a miko ka `ili, la e
A nu käua a paupauaho, la e

Ha`ina `ia mai `ana ka puana, la e
E shh! Kaua o ala na manu, la e





Source: Keali`i Reichel album "Melelana" Copyright 1999 Punahele, Inc. Translated by Keali`i Reichel


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Knowers
Posted:Sep 22, 2008 2:04 am
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2009 6:09 pm
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You love that life is a mystery. You may say you want the mystery solved, and yet you may adore the anticipation of knowing the answers perhaps more than knowing the answers.

And yet there is truly no question to be answered -- and yet how can the magnificence of life on Earth be so great? And how can such majesty be yours? And how can so many people be One? How can it be that all is well and that there is an overriding majesty and beauty in life even when London Bridge is falling down? How can so much love exist and yet need to be revealed?

In terms of the mystery of life, it is like when you sit down to a great meal. The moment before eating, when you are so hungry, that suspended moment is more delicious than the food itself. You like the mysteries of life to be the carrot before you. You like a story yet untold and another and another. You want one page after another to turn. You want no end to pages.

You love that the Unknown exists. You treasure the Unknown. In comparison, the Known seems like small potatoes. I want to tell you that all is known and you already know it. It is not so much a question of discovery for you as it is of remembrance. It is like the name of someone you know, and, for a while, you simply can't think of the name. You know it, and yet you can't think of it. And then there is the moment when the name pops into your head, and you say, "Ah, that's it. I always knew it. Just couldn't think of it. But now I remember."

All that you are seeking to know is a re-cognition, beloveds. It is not so much a question of knowing as it is a question of knowing once again, of simply the light going on, and you recognize that which you already know.

All the boundlessness of life is well-known to you. You think you have forgotten. You think so until you come across an old memory, and you are reminded. You re-member. You put the pieces back together. You discover there was no puzzle to solve, just something to arise in your consciousness again.

Beloveds, you are the Knower. There are no secrets from you. Your face lights up at the realization of that which you have always known.

In truth, life has not fooled you for one moment. You have been aware all along. You have merely covered up your knowing. You have worn the guise of being unaware when you have been aware all the time.If you didn't already know, how else would you know Truth when you see it? You are seeing it again. You are re-seeing. You always want more before you to unfold. It is true that there is always more and more to unfold, and you take naps in between.

It is not so much another chapter in life as it is another awakening, one awakening after another. You wake up and fall back to sleep, wake up again, and fall back to sleep, and so you spend your life in awakening. Your eyes flutter open and close. You eyes are like the shutter of a camera, and many pictures are taken, a whole series, one after another, click click click.



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"INspiration"
Posted:Sep 13, 2008 6:04 am
Last Updated:Oct 24, 2008 5:16 am
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Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs.... who arranged a running competition.
The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower.

A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants....

The race began....

Honestly:

No one in the crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower.
You heard statements such as:

'Oh, WAY too difficult!!'

'They will NEVER make it to the top.'

or:

'Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!'

The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one....

Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher..

The crowd continued to yell, 'It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!'

More tiny frogs got tired and gave up....

But ONE continued higher and higher and higher....

This one wouldn't give up!

At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top!

THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it?

A contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the strength to succeed and reach the goal?

It turned out....

That the winner was DEAF!!!!

The wisdom of this story is:

Never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic.... because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you -- the ones you have in your heart!

Always think of the power words have. (There's life and death in the power of the tongue - Proverbs 18:21.)

Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions!

Therefore:

ALWAYS be....

POSITIVE!

And above all:

Be DEAF when people tell YOU that you cannot fulfill your dreams!

Always think:

God and I can do this!

Most people walk in and out of your life......but FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart.




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"Winds of Change"
Posted:Sep 10, 2008 1:43 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2010 4:16 pm
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Days like today are toss-ups.To know something is settled- yet not sure its what u want. Like fishing out to sea; a calm day- a storm- then almost all memory of what happened before the present; seems to vanish & u wonder if what u just lived thru was a dream, an image, or even real. I guess tear stains speak of reality, but most other things have me wondering. I know a mind is a phenomenal thing, but how much weight can a heart carry? Great moments of complete sadness are incomparable - wow - they can hit like a tidal wave at any moment. Its getting unstuck from the droll & the apathy of total grief. Even funerals can be happier. Sorry semi- morbid thought ; but a fact of life indeed. So- as the wind blows me away in some other direction, I cling to the post of 'yesterday'. That might be the last of the truly incredible person I met awhile back. Seems a shame when all or nothing is your only option. Is that from GOD or man?[man=excuse me; its actually more often about u than anything else]. Any who- the world doesn't stop for the beleaguered unless they're taken somewhere to hide from its constant motion. I know someone who can hide themselves. Is that a particular skill? I've seen that , where someone can just drop all of the past, disappear & reappear as a whole new person! Incredible. I've tried. Can't do it.Maybe that's my problem? lol

When I see a boat in my mind- only 1 fisherman sits. When I see a room, it only has 1 chair. When I see a house, only 1 person lives inside. When I see a main street, nobody is around, everything is closed, & I'm the only pedestrian. I'm the only passenger on the train, & I must be the pilot to fly an airplane anywhere. Funny -I saw an Eagle gliding, soaring yesterday while running with my in the soccer field; but there was something menacing about his height of flight. I watched closely, my eyes searching for his, as if to scare him somehow. Watching to be sure he wasn't diving for my . Ready to interfere. I mean , what else could I think of ? He went away tho. I wondered - out of the 3 of us -who really needed the most protection?The eagles wings of freedom; My innocent Aeron, or my heart? But we were all hungry for something that allowed us to move forward with time, & change the course of the day. Is the future always better? Mine hasn't always been. Not sure about this time- again-
my nemesis of doubt. The 'hunger of the day' ? . The hunger of the rest of my life , is in the tears for the one I will always love & miss beyond my being. [Do I need an artificial heart? where's the beat gone?] How can one understand all they want to when they don't own life itself.



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"TheThings We Miss"
Posted:Sep 10, 2008 1:37 pm
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2010 4:44 pm
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Just wondering a few things- looking back instead of forward-lol. What do we miss other than the sheer memory of a happy youth. that's almost universal - although i understand, not for everybody. But one thing I've definitely encountered is a person who is not afraid of their own truths. Of having enough juice to unmask themselves & be unafraid of questions about their past & present. Certain secrets aren't always best kept to oneself.It leads to misunderstanding. Don't we know all things will be revealed in time anyhow? I mean the LORD told us that. I for one never want to cry out of bitterness, nor let it control my thoughts. A sour taste is a sour taste, who needs it. Maybe just we learn about others in our own understanding & that's meant to direct our choices? Not sure about that- but i do know I've made some huge mistakes with my heart. But like I said. Not bitter as much as saddened by inabilities of denying ones own self when its obviously not the way to handle things. What is it we protect in ourselves? Honesty, & good thoughts are certainly worth protecting, but aren't there times we can laugh at our own actions? Do we not trust love enough to lose our fears? Well- I just wonder how long it takes for certain things to evolve into a persons acceptance of themselves, even imperfect & sometimes perfect. This was just a musing I guess. Really- what was that saying? accept the things we cannot change? I guess I'll just leave it at that, close my door for awhile & lose myself somewhere other than online.Without bitterness - only with deep sadness & regret I might have fallen for the person i find the hardest to understand, rather hard.Was it meant to be? or just a lack of knowing what a person can do to another person? not just in love, but for the many reasons of those who strive in vain. Is there a prize for anything in the end?


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Your luck will return, dont worry
Posted:Sep 10, 2008 1:19 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2009 9:18 am
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The grass always grows greener over the septic tank...

It's a joke, a play on "The grass is always greener on the other side", or The thing we don't have is the thing we want most. There's always someone better off than us..



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"The Illusion of Anger Tactics"
Posted:Sep 10, 2008 1:15 pm
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2009 6:13 pm
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How do we react to the unknown- the fear within us that we are being deceived? Why do we fear the worst rather than expect the best from someone who has said 'I love You" hoping u would believe them?Why do the winds of doubt overpower the quietness of peace of mind?Why is it not everyone that has this seemingly imbalance emotionally?Is it overly sensitive?...or just a realization that things that can hurt us are possible in this life.Why is 'anger' our response rather than an indifference that can definitely be a protector of our hearts.Does anger protect us?I don't think it does in total- yet we have seemingly the nature to think if we strike out at someone in anger- they will stop hurting us.I don't think that's always the best possible reaction to an emotional injury.Anger can destroy many things that don't necessarily need destruction.So - when u try to say something like F--- U - in defense of one's confused state of mind- maybe its not the best way to deal with other humans. R u able to answer? If someone can see the insight under this cloak of human behavior - it would be a nice cure to the humans who find difficulty walking away with the peace of knowing that anger is not your 'treaty' .Confusion can spread- not the ideal world we all want to be involved with.

Coffee time - my beloved congregation- lol



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"JEALOUSY"
Posted:Sep 10, 2008 1:09 pm
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2008 4:21 pm
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Jealousy- its a compliment- if someone doesn't want u to be jealous- They must have things they do that they think they need to make them happier. If they don't share that with u- then what have u become to them?U have the right to accept this or not. When someone tells u to trust them- they are proclaiming they foresee there own future. I only know 1 person who ever walked the earth who cud do that.We know HIM as Jesus. So to some people - please stop saying 'trust me' when u cant even trust yourself.& Consider jealousy as a free meal- as jealousy is a need only u can provide for.& its a thirst only u can quench. If u don't care-& have better things to do.Admit to it- at least its honesty. But don't pretend. Remember your talking to your equal ;no matter who u think they r.Tell them what you'd rather do, & why.if u know. If they know u- thy might know.. Don't underestimate forgiveness- understanding & compromise in the human being.- hmmmm I see i can't write anymore - OH well- another area falling apart in my world, or maybe only simply changing. Don't let the rain dampen your spirit , nor the sun burn your heart. If someone doesn't like your jealousy & love- they'll break your heart- trying to mend their own.


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