How do you keep your privacy?
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Posted:Sep 8, 2009 12:24 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2010 9:13 pm 6938 Views
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I don't like all this stuff where people are putting out all your information for the public to see. It's not a matter of having nothing to hide, its a matter of protecting your privacy from people who would do harm with the information.
The problem is, most adults don't even know their limitations, how can know their limits?
Do you worry about your who go on line and play games and they are talking to on the internet?
Your thoughts please?
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Maybe this is it!
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Posted:Jul 19, 2009 8:52 am
Last Updated:Jul 1, 2010 11:09 pm 6935 Views
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When I look at the sky tonight,i see your face behind the moon,I began to realized that life is too short.To my utter horror I have not seen my shadow tonight which gives me more reason to be terrified. I have to make a supreme effort not to cry because I hate the taste of my tears. I hate to see myself with puffy eyes. I hate to cry.But when you see your best friend lost her love one and that person is also a good friend,a great boss in the office,you will also cry.
James,you might not be reading this anymore but I want you to know that you are such an amazing friend I have ever met in this world. You have touched everyone's life in a way we have started to realize that there is beauty underneath every scar. I thank God even more, that you have been a part of our lives, because we have learned every piece of sufferings, sorrows, frustrations, disappointments and we knew you never gave up.We always see you being positive and smiling despite of the unsuccessful business. And we know you battle them.You always said,everything will be alright.You are such a great person.It's is just so sad now that you're gone,and we're not prepared for everything, we are not prepared to cry, we did not expect you're going to leave as right away.May you rest in peace!I know you are with the angels now.Goodbye James...
Life becomes so complicated. Everything seems to be overrated. How people start to vanish. Whether death takes them away from this world or they disappear for a whole different reason.I must be moving on.
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"somewhere i have never travelled,gladly beyond"
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Posted:Jul 16, 2009 11:04 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2010 9:14 pm 6540 Views
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somewhere i have never travelled,gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which I cannot touch because they are too near
your slightest look easily will unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously) her first rose
or if your wish be to close me,i and
my life will shut very beautifully,suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;
nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility: whose texture
compels me with colour of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing
(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens;only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands
E.E Cummings
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How can I Forget Things?
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Posted:Jul 4, 2009 9:03 am
Last Updated:Oct 25, 2010 9:40 am 6299 Views
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There are things in life just meant to end. Just like my job I have love and enjoyed for long. There are things in life we can't stop from happening. Everything is bound to change. May it be a sluggish change or drastic change. So many reasons why things have to end, why things have to change. Whatever it is, there is one most powerful entity who knows it.
I can't succumb to depression right now. I can't bring myself to a melancholic state especially that my only strength is myself. In my poor attempt to veer away from the things that brought me this kind of devastation, what a life, about how difficult life is, about ways how to make it easier.(I want to forget some things and to let go some things in life.)
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Not A Love Story
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Posted:Jun 10, 2009 7:58 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2010 9:14 pm 7144 Views
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"Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. But when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: They are shooting stars-a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. And in a flash, they're gone." _the notebook_
"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade." _the holiday_
Someone asked me these questions "How does one deal with hurt? How do you teach your heart it's a crime to fall in love again? Have I made the right decision of letting him go?" Erratum, These questions actually came from two people. And I know little to answer these. I have my own share of hurt and heartbreaks. Yet it may not be the same amount of pain, But I did in my life experience the taste of bitterness, rejection, denial and betrayal. We can never stop to fall in love again.But we all wish not to taste the bittersweet experience. Yet something inside me is pushing me to this limit. I did feel much of a heartache when he decided to leave me. It had been more than 6 months and we have gone this far. Maybe it was not meant to last. Maybe God wrote me a different love story. And that story is still unfinished.Patience is a virtue dear Nadine. Why not sit and wait until He finishes writing.These are all the many changes in my life. ( and of course I am singing). Just tell me I am barking snappishly, I don't care anyway.
Now, what are the answers to all their questions. The best way to deal hurt and heartbreak is to face it, to feel it until it will hurt no more.I would rather feel it rather than running away. Because at the end, you should ought to feel pain anyway. The two parties can become losing ends. In this game, there is no winner and there is no loser. It's just that women are way too emotional compared to men. I do not know if my answers are appropriate to their situations, but for me it worked. Now, I think I have moved on.
Life is like a school. We learn our lessons. We want to take a break. And most importantly, in school we have a teacher. In life, mistakes are our teachers. We learn from them. To love is to bleed willingfully and joyfully. To love is to be wounded. These statements I got from Khalil Gibran. I am not a massochist of any sort but feeling the pain is such a wonderful experience for me. Love Love Love. You are such a wonderful feeling. Now I am totally off topic. Have I lost my mind? I am well and should not doubt my sanity.
On letting go.I know I have let go that easy, without attempting to put back the pieces. But I didn't regret anything. I didn't care if it was a wrong decision, if it was right, it felt right for me. I hate goodbyes.I always want to be loved and to show love
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Too giddy to sleep early. Too giddy to remain asleep.
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Posted:May 28, 2009 6:04 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2010 9:16 pm 5528 Views
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I hope i don't crash and burn.
if these walls could talk, theyd probably cry out for mercy
til im outlined in chalk, ill be romantically thirsty
so i drink and drink from the proverbial time sink
do you want a lover, or do you want a life?
one hand or the other, the butter or the bread knife?
do you choose winter, spring, summer, or fall?
its driving me crazy that i cant have it all
do we hold the future, or does it come in peace?
and if its in my hands, are you sure it should be in brittle hands like these?
life, love, and the pursuit of all the things they promised me
can i have all of the above? are the best things in life truly free?
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SOME OF THE BEST MOMENTS IN LIFE
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Posted:May 21, 2009 4:58 am
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2010 9:16 pm 6538 Views
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Lying in bed, listening to rain outside.
A long drive on a calm road.
Finding money in your old jeans just when you need it.
Giggling over silly jokes.
Holding hands with a friend.
Getting a hug from someone who loves you.
The moment your eyes fill with tears after a big laugh.
... Wishing you all these moments always ...
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Like Running on Fumes
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Posted:May 20, 2009 7:42 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2009 7:19 pm 4482 Views
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although the short writing below screams of every ounce of my sentiments the past few months, i cannot claim the words to be mine. enviously, of course. on a positive note though, at least it feels that people out there are just as frustrated and confused and lost as i am. i'll let the thing speak for itself.
it practically took the words out of my mouth. read on.
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They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure it! his whole thing out.
Send this to your twenty-something friends...maybe it will help someone feel like they aren't alone in their state of confusion........
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eerily accurate, don't you think?
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I Love you Nanay
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Posted:May 9, 2009 5:54 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2009 10:10 pm 3915 Views
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The sweetest word in this life I have ever uttered was the word "Mother". The person who'd love to fool around and would call me Nadine everytime we had nothing to do was my mother. And hearing your name coming out from mother's mouth is just way too overwhelming. It always oozed out with so much love and earnest pleasure. It gave me so much pleasure that my Mom had been the person who believed in my capabilities and had been proud of all the decisions I made.
Mom, I know your happy right now, please know you will always be loved forever. Happy Mother's Day!
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Walking As a Relief
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Posted:May 5, 2009 10:04 pm
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2009 1:51 am 4100 Views
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It occurred to me recently, that the definition of beauty is hard work. Just yesterday, I started to look at myself in front of the mirror and began to realize, "I need to do something". And so I woke up very early, and do some walking before i get ready to work.I took my running shoes and wore my jogging pants.I felt my sweat creeping all over my body. I am getting back my life again. And the wet grass watered my shoes. It was so refreshing.
I miss Baguio City nowadays...
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