I'm HAPPY....
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Posted:Oct 27, 2009 6:38 pm
Last Updated:Apr 1, 2011 6:49 am 16696 Views
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YES!...Pretending that I am!
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Shoutout Stream...
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Posted:Oct 13, 2009 7:04 pm
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2009 6:41 pm 17190 Views
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i will not give you up...even if it takes forever...this is not martyrdome....i just love you..thats how it is...love is patience and sacrificing even your own happiness.
I'll wait ....Promise
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HOLDING ON....PRAKTIS LANG!
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Posted:Sep 17, 2009 11:10 pm
Last Updated:Oct 25, 2009 11:25 pm 16337 Views
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I find myself here writing this from the depths of my heart along with my mind.
It`s late...i can`t find my way to fall asleep...
all alone...sad...It is so quiet, besides from the sound of soft music, playing at the background...the song that means a lot to me...
Listening to the lyric (ikaw lamang)... to ease some of the feeling that I have inside, but gosh! my tears are falling as i singing along.... as I stare at the ceiling.
The clock strikes hard on every minute and it seems infinite...Thousand things are racing through my head as I gaze at the time... So many thoughts...New feelings, recently realized...
I want to confess, but can`t...won`t...
Dare me, then maybe, just maybe I would...
Thoughts been running through my head,...
New feeling trembling inside...feels ready to explode.... a lot actually.
I'm getting really scared now...
Coz I don`t know how to handle this....So strong...so alive...
I cannot fall now I've got to hold on.
So want to tell, let it all out...all that`s running through my mind and deep within...but just can`t.For now I'll just keep it to myself instead,no matter how hard it gets.
I'll just let it be, wait and see...
But won`t let go!
This is somehow tearing me apart;
I don't know what to do or what to think...Because I am deeply HURT!
The feelings that I feel, eventhough can not yet let out...I won`t hide!
I won`t be untrue, I won`t lie, I won`t run and certaintainly won`t be discourage...
I`ll keep on being me, no more, no less!
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Heart Broken...
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Posted:Sep 16, 2009 8:04 pm
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2009 8:36 pm 15575 Views
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...is this the prize I have to pay ba???
nagmahal lang naman ako ah
I am Deeply Hurt!
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The Funeral!
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Posted:May 5, 2009 7:56 pm
Last Updated:Jun 17, 2009 9:55 pm 16408 Views
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One day all the employees reached the office and they saw a big notice on the door on which was written:
"Yesterday the person who has been hindering your growth in this company passed away. We invite you to join the Christian funeral in the room that has been prepared in the gym."
In the beginning, they all got sad for the death of one of their colleagues, but after a while they started getting curious to know who was that man who hindered the growth of his colleagues and the company itself. The excitement in the gym wassuch that security agents were ordered to control the crowd within the room.
The more people reached the coffin, the more the excitement heated up. Everyone thought: ‘Who is this guy who was hindering my progress? Well, at least he died!’. One by one the thrilled employees got closer to the coffin, and when they looked inside it they suddenly became speechless. They stood nearby the coffin, shocked and in silence, as if someone had touched the deepest part of their soul. There was a mirror inside the coffin: everyone who looked inside it could see himself.
There was also a sign next to the mirror that said:
‘There is only one person who is capable to set
limits to your growth: it is YOU. You are the only
person who can revolutionize your life. You are
the only person who can influence your happiness,
your realization and your success. You are the
only person who can help yourself. Your life does
not change when your boss changes, when your
friends change, when your parents change, when
your partner changes, when your company changes.
Your life changes when YOU change, when you
go beyond your limiting beliefs, when you realize
that you are the only one responsible for your life.
‘The most important relationship you can have is the
one you have with yourself’
Examine yourself, watch yourself. Don’t be afraid of
difficulties, impossibilities and losses: be a winner,
build yourself and your reality. It’s the way you face
Life that makes the difference.
from a friend...just want to share it w/ you blogsmate
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The Last Letter to My EX!
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Posted:Apr 29, 2009 8:29 pm
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2009 7:33 pm 16522 Views
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The past few weeks of my life, i felt so pissed w/ this guy!
after 3 long years w/ no communications there he go again bugging me on my other site...DAMN w/ this kind of idiot fu*king living things!
It was three years ago
In two thousand and six
When you left me here
With tears in my eyes
You said that you despised
Me and said goodbye
Have a nice life dear
You said in my dismay
And the words still hurt
To this very day
So now I must say
My final goodbye
Don't you cry
Don't you weep
Don't you act like you now care for me
Don't you cry
Don't you weep
Say goodbye to this gurl as she sleeps
Let me sleep
Let me sleep
It was three years ago
My life ended there
As you walked away
I stared an empty stare
Now you act like you care
Too bad that it's too late
In 2009
Let yourself pretend
Bring flowers to my grave
And say I was your friend
We'll never make amends
You're nobody to me
This is all your fault
So never forget
The distress that you caused
Live your life in regret
And suffer in distress
You and my memory
May you rest in peace!
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The Hidden Girl....
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Posted:Apr 22, 2009 11:51 pm
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2009 7:34 pm 16892 Views
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Across the room they seem to see
A smiling girl who looks like me
With two huge dimples on each cheek
She laughs and talks and always speaks
She's the girl they think would have it all
But inside her is where tears fall
Inside her mask is where I dwell
This broken girl she hides so well
I try to wipe her tears away
But they fall more each coming day
She tries to laugh when her heart breaks
But hurts with every smile she fakes
And inside her is where I dwell
This hidden girl she hides so well
The girl that no one ever sees
Behind a mask that looks like me.
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...ahihihi
)..but i know its not right!! 
GggrrRR...have so many thoughts in my mind that are impossible, impractical and extremely confusing to examine each one. 
Thank You for Loving ME