At Ground Zero
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Posted:Feb 8, 2009 6:42 pm
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2009 6:30 pm 6758 Views
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Starting all over again is difficult...but i am surviving...with the help of prayers i am picking up the pieces of my life...
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Just Passing By...
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Posted:Jun 1, 2007 8:07 am
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2009 8:24 pm 7028 Views
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I've been into hiding since last week and sorry for myself for not logging into this site for quite sometime. Along with the problems setting in, things were very difficult for me. The people around me seemed to put so much pressure in me that i feel being squeezed in. Nevertheless, I still try to struggle to put things in place especially that everything is being affected. What bothers me now is that some people especially that love one would try to run my life which I know is against my own principles. I maybe stubborn but isn't it right that sometimes I would voice out what is on my mind?
Well, I guess all I have to do is to really set things straight. Maybe, they would see my point. Or maybe they would hear me out. Whaddaya think?
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How can I love you??
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Posted:May 18, 2007 4:58 am
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2009 8:24 pm 7074 Views
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You were so right for me, i know but how? U came in the wrong time. Nevertheless let me love you in the deepest recesses of my heart.
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Blank Thoughts
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Posted:May 16, 2007 1:29 am
Last Updated:May 10, 2024 10:30 am 6922 Views
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For the past few days, my mind seemed at a lost. Pressures at work, family and relationship problems seemed to keep me thoughtless for days. Decisions were not properly made. Looks like i will be in the edge of clumsiness.
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Rivulets
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Posted:Apr 17, 2007 10:01 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2024 10:30 am 6786 Views
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The Challenge Of Life
Author: Heng-Heng
Translated by: Felix Setiawan Suwarno
When mountain hamper the path, cowards think it is an obstacle on their way while the braves think it is a reason to move forward.
Obstacles in life cannot be shunned, only determined people can enjoy life.
When an eagle learns to fly, it follows the flow of the wind. Find a danger, and turn to the other way it goes, fly higher it will.
All the problems in the world can be tackled, depends on each person. Whenever there is a will, there will always be a way.
If one's mind thinks one can do something, whatever the problem is, one's determination would successfully conquer the obstacle sooner or later.
There are people who start to do something in full force, but weaken the effort after facing lots of obstacles, trying to blame others, or blaming the unfavorable condition.
A swimmer who reigns the water does not afraid of accidentally drinking the water when he swims.
A skier would say, get up every time you fall is the key to success.
Someone who courageously survives one's life, is a person who braves the big waves of the ocean, and has never been afraid of failures. No obstacles would hamper his way to success.
Let the wind blows forever, cool air will always be inhaled. Let the crystal clear water flow gracefully. Surviving the obstacles will light one's path to one's goal.
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God Answers.....
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Posted:Apr 12, 2007 11:42 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2024 10:30 am 6912 Views
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In three ways:
Yes....
No.........
and
W A I T........
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Misty
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Posted:Apr 12, 2007 7:43 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2007 3:16 am 7413 Views
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N.B. I came across this poem on a abuse site and it touches me so much:
My name is Misty
I'm only three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have
Made my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse,
My name he calls,
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping,
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream,
But its much too late.
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again.
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Misty
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.
--Misty Nicole Ramsey--
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My Birthday
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Posted:Apr 12, 2007 5:23 pm
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2007 12:19 am 7240 Views
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Okay, I think I have no choice but to accept that I am one year older. It's my special day today and I'd like to say thank God for a wonderful life like this.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!
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In Solitude....
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Posted:Apr 11, 2007 5:36 am
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2007 10:50 pm 7119 Views
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It's been quite awhile since i last logged into this site. I've been so quiet and just confined myself with reading blogs, threads of the groups i belong, emails, chat a little, etc. I don't know but I think I'm beginning to be wary of the happenings in here. I just want to be quiet, shying away from the limelight.
Things are tougher offline. Personal problems beset me, relationships suffer, worst, people around me quarrel over petty things. Last week, i tried leaving everybody. Went to a place where no one can reach me. I just want to be alone, all quiet.
I don't know until when i am going to bear this. But I hope that soon, everything gets into its proper place.
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