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jAyE'S ThOuGtHs....

Whatever I do, whatever I see, whatever I say, it's always I think of....

Wasted Love...
Posted:Feb 6, 2007 12:37 am
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2007 9:22 pm
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I've done everything i could, to keep this love alive. I've given you everything, my life, my heart, my soul. But why did you set me aside? What have i done to deserve such treatment...

No, i will have to go even if it hurts to leave you. I will have to care for myself than wait for you to love me. I want to delve on this wasted love no more...
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I Have, I Haven't
Posted:Jan 31, 2007 2:04 am
Last Updated:Feb 2, 2007 5:22 pm
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I haven't had the time to question God when things go wrong with me,
But I have the time to say a thanksgiving
prayer for every blessing He gives me...
I haven't had the time to listen to all
my neighbor's gossip who destroy other
people's lives but,
I have time to listen to my
for all the good and bad things
that come their way...
I haven't had the time to spend wasted hours
with my "amigas" playing mahjong
dahil magastos ang tumaya but,
I have the time to spend so much time with my mother when we play card games
dahil walang pustahan (pagkain lang!)I haven't had the time to cry over a lost loverbecause of his infidelity,
But i have time to be happy with someone who i know loves me more than i do...
I haven't had the time to get angry,
But i have all the time to love...
I haven't had the time to fret,
But i have time for patience...
I haven't had the time for anything negative,
But i always have time for everything good...
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Tattooed In My Mind...
Posted:Jan 30, 2007 11:57 pm
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2007 5:00 pm
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It's difficult to take you
out of my system,
Too hard to erase you in
my soul,
Everywhere you are,
It's you that i always see...
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Be With You
Posted:Jan 30, 2007 11:43 pm
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2007 5:00 pm
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With all the joys, pains and heartaches that we shared,
For all the times and moments we spent,
In all the futures we will hold,
At all cost, no matter what, i'll be with you...

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Be Near You
Posted:Jan 23, 2007 7:21 pm
Last Updated:May 20, 2024 9:41 am
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I'd try to do anything
Just to be near you
Get a little bit closer
To you it's heaven.
Whenever our eyes meet
You make my heartbeat fast
I always wanted to be near you,
Because in you, I've found the one.
Being close to you
Makes me feel so right
I can do everything
Wherever I go, whatever i do
The thoughts of you
Brings a smile into my heart.
Now, here you are
Closer to me
I can't believe it's you
Everything will change, I know
But always for me, it will be you.

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Don't Leave Me...
Posted:Jan 22, 2007 9:41 pm
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2007 12:02 am
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Not this time when I have already learned to love you....If you leave, u end everything in me...
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LoVe QuOtEs
Posted:Jan 22, 2007 1:31 am
Last Updated:Jan 30, 2007 11:53 pm
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[TEXT comicsans]Accept the things to which fate binds you and
love the people with whom fate brings you together but do so with all your heart...
[/TEXT}~by Marcus Aurelius ~
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Question of The Heart
Posted:Jan 21, 2007 6:55 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2007 11:28 pm
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It's been a long time since we've been together. It's quite awhile that i have been with you. I know we love each other but, still there is one that i have yet to prove...don't you trust me? Isn't it enough that all my life i have given you everything: my heart, my soul, my life....

Please, my dear, it's all i ask...come to trust me...
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Funny How It Seems.......
Posted:Jan 17, 2007 5:34 pm
Last Updated:Feb 1, 2007 6:41 pm
1279 Views

Hay, naku buhay nga naman! Hanggang ngayon dami pa rin accusations na kesyo ganito ako, ganyan...bakit lahat ba ng ibinigay niya, her emotions, her wallet, everything in her, hiningi ko? OKS lang yung emotions eh, wala akong magagawa dun...pero sana wag nyang isumbat din sa akin na binigyan nya ako ng pera para pang chat ko, pang-load sa cellphone, dahil ni minsan hindi ko hiningi sa kanya iyon...tigas na pagkatanggi-tanggi ko noon dahil alam ko her friends would say a lot of things against me...kahit labag sa kalooban ko, tinanggap ko pa rin iyon...alam ko darating ang araw kapag nagkaroon kami ng problema, isusumbat nya iyon sa akin...hindi nga ako nagkamali...nagkaroon ng lamat ang relationship naming dalawa, dahil sa totoo lang sya rin naman ang may kagagawan ng lahat...napuno na ako kaya kung ano-ano na ang sinabi ko sa email ko sa kanya that i wanted to back off...tinanggap ko na rin ang mga masasakit na salita galing sa kanya, consequences ng ginawa kong pakikipag-break up, isinumbat nya sa akin lahat, pati pagtulong nyang humanap ng employer ko sa Amerika...diyos ko!!!! God knows hindi ako nagpatulong sa kanya to go there, eh ayaw ko nga pumunta ng Amerika tapos pipilitin nya akong magpasa ng requirements? Diyos ko, 'day naman....

She cursed me to hell, she even called me names, para siyang manok na putak ng putak pero hindi nya alam sa kanya rin bumabalik lahat...she blamed me for the lost of her good friend, darn! pakialam ko sa kanya! Sisihin nya sarili nya dahil kung nawalan man sya ng kaibigan, sarili nyang kagagawan iyon. All through this times, nanahimik ako, hindi ako nagsalita against her, dahil i still respect the times we shared together kahit LDR lang ito...gosh, pinagpuputok ba ng butsi nya ang 1,500 pesos na ipinadala nya? Did I ask her that? P***** INA nya!

Tumahimik na ako, iniyakan ko na lahat ng klase ng pagyurak sa pagkatao ko, kahit may mga kaibigan siya spying on me, pero dahil nga pinatawad ko na siya heto, binibiyayaan ako ngayon ng magandang kapalaran. She wished me ill, sino ba ang pabalik-balik sa ospital? She called me names, hah! E sino ngayon ang B__ sa amin? She cursed me na hindi magtatagal ang relationship ko with Abeth? Hahahahahahaha.....sorry ka na lang, girl...One year and 1 month na kami ni hubby ko...and still going stronger...

Kahit ano pa ang gawin nya, she won't be able to put me down...kung noon hindi ako lumalaban sa kanya when she ran my life, ngayon kahit ano pa gawin nya, kahit gamitin pa nya ang kung sino-sinong tao para pasakitan ako, she won't get through...because for all the things that happened sa lahat ng pinaggagawa nya, sa kanya lahat bumabalik!!!!

Wala na ang galit sa puso ko, wala na ang sakit, dahil kahit paano mabait pa rin ang Diyos sa akin..yon na lang ang pinanghahawakan ko...
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Eccentricity in Me...
Posted:Jan 16, 2007 4:49 pm
Last Updated:Jan 17, 2007 11:56 pm
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"Do not fear to be eccentric in opinion, for every opinion now accepted was once eccentric."
--- Bertrand Russell
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