/blog/Sternendiener/?pid=f2397 I have questioned what I should tell people as I'm finding a reality that can not be explained in conventional rationals. I have conflicts with a supposed consensus that I both try to understand and to avoid.What secrets should be told and what not?I'm questioning my own judgement as well as others. I feel that something is missing, yet I see something that is Far Beyond. /blog/8066/post_123751.html?pid=f2397&m= Ballet, from Greek ballo, to throw, also a dirty word for male XXX. = Illegal possession of weaponry (married with children)Cousine, comp. "indian cousine", a tasty meal. I am still waiting for her. I Sat, 21 Jan 2012 19:34:00 -0800 /blog/8066/post_123751.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_123524.html?pid=f2397&m= - Have you ever met him, my dear little sisters and brothers? (What AM I SAYING?) Mon, 02 Jan 2012 09:24:56 -0800 /blog/8066/post_123524.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_122646.html?pid=f2397&m= Am I a no - good? I am more prone to anger than humility, but at times as now I am grateful for knowing that the Chinese woman, or every Asian woman are great companions. The temptation, however is a Wed, 12 Oct 2011 09:37:06 -0800 /blog/8066/post_122646.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_122485.html?pid=f2397&m= Before using a drug one has to always put it before oneself, and then say "No!" to avoid the initial impulse which might cause drug dependency. You will of course acquire a strange habit of talking to Tue, 27 Sep 2011 16:23:08 -0800 /blog/8066/post_122485.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_122234.html?pid=f2397&m= "I feel really bad about this but I'll have to smash your teeth in."- Yes And I will really have bad feelings about having severed your limbs from your body after having finished off your children bef Sat, 27 Aug 2011 11:03:18 -0800 /blog/8066/post_122234.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_119892.html?pid=f2397&m= I hope you all understood my sarcasm in my earlier blog entry. I am not certain how to explain this but I am very aware of a certain complex that now often affects me and I feel that when I in spite o Fri, 04 Feb 2011 00:29:57 -0800 /blog/8066/post_119892.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_119704.html?pid=f2397&m= It is really great to finally realize how adjustment to the flock and avoiding dangerous and criminal drugs makes way for a pleasurable life. Now my friends are calling me a "real bird trap" irresisti Sat, 15 Jan 2011 21:38:29 -0800 /blog/8066/post_119704.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_119410.html?pid=f2397&m= "YOU HAVE NOT EVOLVED FROM THE APES, YOU HAVE DEGENERATED FROM THEM!!"- You may use this when necessary. Sun, 19 Dec 2010 13:52:10 -0800 /blog/8066/post_119410.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_119364.html?pid=f2397&m= "The blind doesn't see!"- They do! They are called "Scientists"..."Animals don't speak!"- They do! They are called "Politicians"..."The dead can't walk!"- They do! They are called "pedestrians"...(I t Tue, 14 Dec 2010 22:23:42 -0800 /blog/8066/post_119364.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_119135.html?pid=f2397&m= "PLOW YOUR FIELD!!!"- Why, I have a gardener!And this is why the Americans did not agree on British rule... Wed, 24 Nov 2010 22:11:51 -0800 /blog/8066/post_119135.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_118913.html?pid=f2397&m= The American Antichrist perpetually fights the Arabic Satan.NO REST 'TIL DOOMSDAY?(This is dedicated to Mr Mac Toad) Fri, 05 Nov 2010 09:18:30 -0800 /blog/8066/post_118913.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_118843.html?pid=f2397&m= There are both dispair and satisfaction. At best I may flatter myself to have exact and authentic experience of matters hidden to the human being, where I am discovering things that are normally refer Wed, 27 Oct 2010 16:41:25 -0800 /blog/8066/post_118843.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_116198.html?pid=f2397&m= I'll try to keep this simple:My first lesson was falling in love with a Thai woman. At this time I was quite influenced by the world illusion, but the experience was mutual and she still has my blessi Thu, 03 Jun 2010 14:39:20 -0800 /blog/8066/post_116198.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_115919.html?pid=f2397&m= I am now starting to import herbs and minerals from China. I have studied alchemy and physiology and soon I will recieve a book on homeopathy.The principle is that I can only expose myself to dangers Fri, 21 May 2010 22:50:27 -0800 /blog/8066/post_115919.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_115887.html?pid=f2397&m= The interplay between me and other people is very strange, and I have also been told that I am misogynic. Today I decided that to avoid being frustrated and obsessed with XXX I will rehabilitate mysel Thu, 20 May 2010 16:34:09 -0800 /blog/8066/post_115887.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_115647.html?pid=f2397&m= Can you rembember or re- experience the presence being of a child's world? Do you remember the effect of words? The magic? Objects and animals speaking etc, or the fear and the love?I do. I have this Tue, 11 May 2010 13:06:58 -0800 /blog/8066/post_115647.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_115330.html?pid=f2397&m= At a site showing live- stream movies I have started to find really impressive Asian movies. I have only just begun but I have seen two Thai horror movies.Tonight I saw a really great movie about Geng Wed, 28 Apr 2010 16:01:16 -0800 /blog/8066/post_115330.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_115286.html?pid=f2397&m= The social and political spheres are nonsense. I am delivered misrepresentations of reality, a world illusion that is but a cerebral projection.Yet I feel that the defamation of David Carradine is alm Tue, 27 Apr 2010 04:05:46 -0800 /blog/8066/post_115286.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_114616.html?pid=f2397&m= I think that I might have defined a general law for personal conduct and law enforcement: Every enforcement is a violation.Thus there has to be a balance between individual liberty and societal regula Thu, 15 Apr 2010 02:37:59 -0800 /blog/8066/post_114616.html?pid=f2397&m= /blog/8066/post_113845.html?pid=f2397&m= I have been through another violent conflict and this time I detected a spiritual corruption within myself.The Cybernetic Space is a bit special being both abstracted, illusory and very useful. As I h Fri, 02 Apr 2010 11:00:57 -0800 /blog/8066/post_113845.html?pid=f2397&m=