V disyembre MMVI
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Posted:Dec 5, 2006 7:44 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 1:19 pm 1920 Views
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VII, XXIV ng gabi sa PC... it's another cold and sleepless night LOL! i sleep in the day because my shift schedule changed since i've been in this new company. i greeted my "ex" a happy birthday a few days ago. although it was online, it felt somewhat awkward... i haven't been working a month yet and i'm already getting some negative auras from some of my co-workers. there's this one viet woman in particular who thinks highly of herself. everytime our eyes meet by accident, i feel as if she thinks i'm interested in her. if she wasn't conceited, she'd figured i didn't stare too long and i didn't even glance in her direction. why would i gawk at someone i hardly know? when she stares back, i feel threathened with that demeaning look. one would think of paranoia for coming up with such conclusions. but my thoughts were confirmed when i got to work with her personally. i'm new to the job and she expects me to know everything. inismiran pa ako. kung sabagay, wala naman akong pakialam. walang epekto sa akin dahil hindi naman ako interesado sa kanya. nihahaha! enough of that. i'm here to work. that's what kept me going throughout the night. besides, i don't have time for that cause i got my eye on somebody else LOL... i just woke up and all my joints seem to be aching. this must be old age. hahaha! ililigo ko na lang ito. hehehe! can't wait until friday when i get off from work. time flies fast for people who are on a slower pace. well, that's all for now. if i don't write again, i wish everyone a wonderful december. ^_^
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XIII nobyembre MMVI
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Posted:Nov 14, 2006 12:12 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 1:19 pm 1871 Views
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XI, XLVIII ng gabi sa PC... not a good day for me. got soaked in the rain, feet swells from pain, and then some... what else could go wrong? LOL nagpapanting tainga ko sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na dahilan. i swore never to fall in love with a co-worker but i don't know what i'm getting into lately. there's a new girl in our department and i was assigned to train her. to cut things short, let's just say i was working very close to her. i'm trying to fend off any attention to myself by being busy. it works for me too because i get less time looking into her eyes. it wasn't an instant attraction but i find her charming. earlier, she hollered at me to ask me what to do with a specific task. i approached her coyly. in an unexpected turn of events, she leaned over when i was already near and i saw what i shouldn't have seen... it was sexy and i felt a tingling sensation from behind. i tried shrugging it off by focusing my eyes on her face immediately and she smiled. why did she have to do that? i was fixated on her eyes for awhile, but still talking, i glanced the opposite direction too quickly that it set her off laughing. i was red with embarrassment and couldn't help but walk away after giving instructions to her. in less time, i was able to change the environment to a more comfortable one for me. but the question still remains: why can't i get her face, eyes, smile off my mind now? and worse, i can't stop thinking about that leaning over incident..... to top off things, my best friend, who works in the same company, is attracted to her and wanted me to introduce them to each other. and not only that, i got a call from another firm that i applied to. worse comes to worst, i might be forced to leave the job i have now in lieu of another. hindi ko na alam gagawin ko. somebody save me from this dillema! LOL i guess that sums it up for today. i have to get some rest for tomorrow. hopefully, everything goes well. siguro kapag itinulog ko wala na rin. nihahaha! ^_^
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I nobyembre MMVI
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Posted:Nov 2, 2006 12:28 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 1:19 pm 1886 Views
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XI, LIV ng gabi sa PC... it's raining again... something about the november rain brings out the hopeless romantic in me LOL! i feel nostalgic... i know, i know, this blog has cobwebs already! maybe i shouldn't blog because i can't keep up with it... maybe there's not much to share in my life... maybe i'm too lazy to go online... maybe i cannot commit myself to anything virtual... i don't know... it'll be christmas soon. i wish this one would be meaningful for me. nakakainis din pala kapag sinisiraan ka ng kapwa mo filipino. kung minsan, ikaw na ang tumulong, ikaw pa ang masama. just a thought, nothing personal... LOL! i didn't even feel october and it's november already???!!??? i'm sleepy..... have fun y'all! ^_^
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III oktubre MMVI
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Posted:Oct 3, 2006 12:57 am
Last Updated:Oct 4, 2006 1:08 pm 1860 Views
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XII, XLI ng umaga sa PC... i'm bored as hell! LOL chatting now is different from what it used to be. i rented 4 dvds last night and watched them all earlier today. i feel like dragging myself just to go online. .. ayaw pa kong dalawin ng antok siguro busy sya hehehe! i think i miss my old self. *sigh* i got a message on the answering machine that says "hello somebody from there called here... who are you? what do you want? goodbye! *wink*" LOL i'm starting to believe california has a lot of loonies! nihaha! i guess i have to go before i waste more of your precious time reading senseless things. why do i feel like i'm talking to myself every now and then? LOL ^_^
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I oktubre MMVI
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Posted:Oct 1, 2006 1:10 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 1:19 pm 1962 Views
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I,I ng hapon sa PC... it's been almost a month since i started this blog and i haven't been updating it for awhile LOL ngayon magsisimula ang pag-iisa ko sa buhay hehehe! my mom and sis went to philippines for vacation. i have the house to myself! party! nihaha! marami na ring nangyari noong huli pa akong bumisita dito. why do i feel like i'm not into blogging anymore? i don't know. maybe i ran out of words to express myself, maybe laziness is sinking in, maybe i need some time for myself, maybe, just maybe... 2 weeks then my mom comes back. i wonder what's in store for me... i guess you'll be my constant partner for now LOL! parang ayaw ko na kasi maggagala nakakapagod. wala na ko masabi. baka ulit-ulitin ko na ang sarili ko kaya paalam muna...
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XIII setyembre MMVI
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Posted:Sep 13, 2006 12:16 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 1:19 pm 1989 Views
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XII,XII ng umaga sa PC... my first line would've read: "on the twelfth day, he wrote again" (no pun intended). but i didn't get home in time. *sigh!* it's ok it should've been twelfth night anyway (which is a good play, btw) or thirteenth night/day since we all have different time zones. it's been awhile since i drifted from this blog... wala na siguro ako masulat kaya puro walang saysay hehehe! di sana halata... LOL maraming nangyari noong nakalipas na mga araw pero di ko na mabalikan lahat. may isang araw nagdrive lang kami paikot ikot sa siyudad habang naguusap, nagbabahagi ng mga kuro-kuro ukol sa iba't ibang sitwasyon ng mga relasyon. corny! LOL my sister's birthday is coming up and i'm planning a performance. my bassist is not up for it though, what a jackass! ooopppsss! sorry for the french LOL! i'm planning to form a band hopefully it goes through. madaling mangarap pero mahirap magsakatuparan kung minsan hehehe... dami kasing tamad, masarap namang tumugtog, bahala na... this post would probably be sent minutes after the time on this post. i'm going to to see a friend at this hour. how unholy! nihaha! have to go now i will miss this part of me... ^_^
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VI setyembre MMVI
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Posted:Sep 6, 2006 2:47 pm
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2007 7:50 am 1948 Views
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II,XXXVI ng hapon sa PC... today i'm celebrating the 20th email i got from FFF! LOL i don't really have much to say since i slept late. Tried to perform on ym but can't help laughing at myself.  the nights are getting colder... fall is starting to manifest itself... i like it that way though. i'd rather have cold weather than warm. i think PDA is overrated. well, that's all the time i have. i'll be late. ciao! ^_^
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V setyembre MMVI
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Posted:Sep 5, 2006 2:27 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 1:19 pm 1988 Views
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I,LIX ng hapon sa PC... owww! my head hurts! had overtime last night. i think my friends are giving me confidence, which i don't know if it's too much or just enough. I sent someone an email. I think I like her, or at least what her profile says. But looking at it, I feel as if it's a long shot. If I saw her somewhere here, I probably wouldn't have the courage to approach her. Pero bahala na kaya. Wala naman sigurong mawawala kung susubukan. Sana nagustuhan nya yung mensahe. Matagal na rin akong hindi nageemail ng mahaba. Nakakatamad kasi kung minsan. Sinubukan ko na ito dati sa friendster. I didn't get a reply. But it's ok. I'm not that eager to have a virtual relationship. I'd prefer meeting the woman on my own. Or is it just sourgraping? Kung ano man resulta, sasabihin ko dito. Nasa FFF din sya pero di ko na sasabihin kung sino. Baka kasi makaapekto sa desisyon nya. Sana nagtatagalog din sya kahit papaano. Pero ok lang din kung hindi... On another note, something embarrassing happened... My mom decided to do some rearranging in my room and guess what she found under the bed... :d I should've thrown it after using - condom. That must be like a couple of weeks old. Ewww! LOL Everything is clean now. I don't know why it ended that way. She was my friend. We never talked about it afterwards. I guess there are "accidents" (I still refuse to believe, 1 event doesn't speak for a whole). At least it was safe. Masyado na yatang personal ito a. Nihaha! Well, off to work again. Kung pwede lang hindi magtrabaho, kung hindi naimbento ang palitan at pera, sana lang... (end)
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IV setyembre MMVI
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Posted:Sep 4, 2006 1:01 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2024 1:19 pm 1931 Views
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XII,XLIX ng tanghali sa PC... kakatapos ko lang ng umagahan... yes, i woke up late! LOL i should probably fix that part about myself... at least this blog is in sync with the day now... labor day and i have to go to work, what's up with that? i'll be prepping up in a few minutes... went bowling and billiards last night. it was boring. i don't know if it was the place being to crowded or it's just one of those days... bumili kami ng phonecard. we dialed random numbers of cellphones in the philippines to see which one would actually land a girl. every effort led to a "subscriber cannot be reached" or busy tone. that suxd! nihaha! parang nakakatamad pa pumasok. posted an ad in craig's list before blogging. part of a bet, an ad for sex. it wasn't that hard. i didn't any pertinent info anyway. ham and eggs was what i had for breakfast. i haven't eaten eggs for quite awhile considering i have two eggs bwahahaha joke! gotta go now, wouldn't want to be late. may maganda pa naman sa trabaho hehehe! gone.....
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