Where to find love?
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Posted:Feb 23, 2009 11:01 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 7:19 am 1532 Views
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I can’t remember the last time I was really excited to be with someone. I can’t remember the last time I soared. I can’t remember the last time time stood still for me to capture a perfect moment in memory. I can’t remember the last time I felt joy so intense that my every pore seem to ooze it. I can’t remember the last time I said those three words with utmost sincerity that it left me breathless afterwards… Maybe I do remember the time and the person but it just felt so long ago… a couple of years ago. Sounds ridiculous, right? The only question I have right now is, "When?". The only hope I keep in my heart can be summarized in just one word, "Someday." And I can’t do anything but wait. If only I would stop making those wrong turns along the way….
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"Happily Uninspired
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Posted:Feb 17, 2009 9:40 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 7:19 am 1529 Views
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I’ve been wondering for some time now why I no longer have the urge to. I find it hard to come up with an answer to which I would nod my head to and say, “yeah, that could be the reason…” I think I have one now.
I was never really the expressive type. I was living like a can in a world without can openers. When too much pressure makes me explode, that’s the only time you’d get a good look of all the stuff I have been keeping inside – splattered from floor to ceiling that you’ll need a crew with guts of steel to mop everything up.
It’s different now.
The problem, or should I say the blessing, is that I’ve somehow learned to live above pressure. I choose, depending on my boredom meter, what things should bother me and up to what extent. Everything is maintained under acceptable levels and opened for everyone’s perusal.
So, there, the need to explore other avenues of self-expression doesn’t seem appealing because there’s hardly anything else left to express anymore. Maybe because I have my Santino that occupies all of my attention and time.....
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Hi everyone!
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Posted:Jun 3, 2008 9:52 pm
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2009 9:41 pm 1909 Views
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 Hi there guys and gals!Nothing to post as of now.I'm thinking of a nice topic to post in here.Ofcourse you wouldn't want to read something about parenting and baby care so must have think of something which is best for all blog readers out there.So for now, just a warm greetings will do. Take care guys and have a nice blog reading day!
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New Journey of my Life
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Posted:Apr 29, 2008 1:03 am
Last Updated:May 10, 2008 2:54 am 1988 Views
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It's been a long time since i've posted for blog here in FFF. I've quite missed it that's why i'm back. I became a new mom that made my life a lot busier nowadays plus the fact that i am not feeling well. Since the start of my pregnancy i was diagnosed with a weak heart. My obstretician has informed me it could harm my life and the baby as well. She made me choose between the life of my baby or mine. I'm not a doctor and i'm not God to decide who's got to live and who's not.I told my doctor to just do her best in saving both of us and on the day that i gave birth,came the nightmare i dreaded the most. I endangered my 's life as well as mine but God loves me so much that He has given me another chance to live and see how beautiful my is. The most precious gift of all.I thought everything will be okay but it's not. Last month,while preparing to give my a bath i fainted. I was rush to the hospital and was diagnosed having an enlargement of the heart. Being a mom is not an easy job and i'm busy all day long that it took a toll on my health. I need to slow down now and take care of my self in order for me to get well. I told myself that i cannot afford to loose my life now,i should hang on for my 's sake.I cannot imagine the life of my without me beside him.I love him so dearly that i will do everything for him.
For the moms out there,though your busy with work or with anything that you are doing,just take some time out with the things that made you busy and relax,enjoy time with your loveones.Life is so short,no one can tell wether you'll be here tomorrow or the next day.Live life to the fullest and make each day seems as the last.
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I am a wanderer
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Posted:Apr 23, 2006 10:01 pm
Last Updated:Jun 28, 2006 6:17 am 2053 Views
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I love listening to stories, i cry, i laugh, i tease, i make fun, i bash, i rant,i'll tell you whats wrong right smack at your face and i dont care what you think of me.why? simple because life and time is too precious to be jaded, and be caught in its hang-ups! im not perfect and im like everyone else , i dont like playing god but i just picture myself in everyone's shoes.Life is not just my journey, not just your journey its our journey!What are we looking for? Who knows?lets discover it both along the way!Oh before i forget,if you think the truth will set you free, i got news for you, its also for FREE!
Feel free to say whats on ur mind here or if you want we can talk in private, no kinky stuff ok! or i'll break ur nose!Yes I'm a girl and Yes I give a hard jab!
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Living out with my Dreams............
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Posted:Apr 23, 2006 9:33 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 7:19 am 1978 Views
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I've always wanted to publish a book or a novel. Something that could touch the hearts and lives of people and shall make them remember meeh. I have tons and tons of stories, words and people inside my head. Each one tells an account of beautiful incidents and I think it's high time that they come out of my head for all of you to read. My first story will be entitled "Paris, My Heart's Home". I have never been to this place but seeing pictures and reading something about the place has always been a fascination to me and I think is the best setting for my first project. I hope that along the way, your comments and suggestions will help me thread my story. Wish me all the luck on my journey towards living out my dreams!
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The Season's of my Heart
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Posted:Apr 23, 2006 9:15 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2024 7:19 am 2213 Views
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Throughout any person's journey there will be all sorts of kindred! Me- i think i can be crowned the queen of complications on lovers lane! I will put to shame all the writers of "Maalaala Mo Kaya" when they hear my stories but then again i can always relate to the saying that it's better to take the full circle. It makes you a better person and makes your judgment and decision stronger.
At 16, all I wanted was to date the cutest guy in school. At 18, I wanted to find someone to give me all the attention I needed. At 23, I wanted someone who will put up with my idealistic standards and all my antics. At 25, I was confused between falling in love with my bestfriend while being into a relationship with my then ex bf.
Now that i am 3 years away from becoming 30, and after all this stages, I've come to terms with myself, things i always wanted where no longer the same. No more standards, no more confusions, i don't care of what was exciting anymore. I took a brave step out of the box. Then a wonderful feeling came to me that was new to me: It's the feeling that I could sleep in the gutter and still be smiling. That's when I knew i had found what i was looking for and the circle has come to a final halt and i' ve completed my round.
I found my spot and thats were i'm staying. Forever.....and Beyond! and the bottom line of the journey is that i saw what i had to see, i learned what i had to learn and when the time comes that i have to decide, i'll be sure of it definitely!
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THE PATHETIC GAUGE OF SUCESS AND INTELLIGENCE
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Posted:Apr 23, 2006 8:54 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2006 12:55 am 2036 Views
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Figure this out! BILL GATES is a COLLEGE DROP OUT! AND HE HAPPENS TO BE THE RICHEST MAN ON THE PLANET! So how does that equation explain how a mere piece of paper define the attainment of an individual.
I've met people who have the so called credentials , i don't have anything against those who packed their gear with cum laude titles and licensure examinations, they worked hard for it. But hear this, they tend to be a little too confident, when they go out to face the real world and mingle with the rest of us they have this mentality that they are superior. They have difficulty in differenciating theory from application. It's always according to the books! Some will have the guts to learn and understand their stands and end up as experts.Some will end up as big mouths always pretending that they know things, laymans term - assholes and bitches in the corporate world! or worse they end up as blood sucking leeches or mere parasites!
I once had an Australian executive as a friend, he told me that the problem with Filipinos is that when we get our diplomas we think that the best route to being sucessful is getting employed in a big corporation, sitting behind a desk , wearing a powersuit, having an airconditioned office and yelling the shit out of everybody just to imply your the boss! What we don't understand he says is that were just making other people rich, we work our asses off for what 10, 20 years and all you get at the end of the day is a piece of paper saying that you've been a loyal employee of the company and when you look at your resume with all the skills and talents you've learned, you'd be better than the CEO but then again it's too late to realize that!
So who is sucessful?, a vegetable dealer who dirties himself everyday and mingles with vendors, kargadors and drivers who has a house, a car and can send his to college? Or an executive who seats comfortably inside an airconditioned office but still rides the MRT and rents a room somewhere?
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My experiences about my CP and my ex-bf
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Posted:Apr 18, 2006 12:47 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2006 12:22 pm 2235 Views
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Whewwww!!! Having a bf really made my head ache like hell. Mabuti na lang bago pa ako mawalan ng ulo, nai-dump ko na sya... Ewan ko ba bakit ganyan ang mga guys...Here's the list of my experiences regarding my cp and my ex...
Experience #1: Bakit babagsakan ka ng phone for an un-known reason then, he will wait for you to call back?? (Praning di ba?)
Experience #2: Bakit pag ang cellphone nya naka-off ok lang pero pag ang phone ko ang sarado, may ginagawa daw akong kalokohan. (Overrrr naman sya!)
Experience #3: Bakit pag may nagtext sa kanya ng cute message, admirer nya lang daw un pero pag sa akin may nagtext ng ganun, i was flirting daw. (Goodness!)
Experience #4: Bakit pag nag-send sya sken ng i love u message na obvious naman na forwarded lang sa kanya ang sweet nya daw, pero pag ako gumawa nun, galing daw sa ibang bf ko. (Matutuyuan talaga ako ng dugo!)
Experience #5: Bakit pag nag-miss call sya dapat tawagan ko sya agad pero pag ako nag-miss call deadma lang sya. (Kulit nuh?!)
Experience #6: Bakit pag may girl's name sa phonebook nya friend nya lang daw un, pag sa akin may lalaki daw ako at bubusisiin nya un. (Di pa sya makukuntento nun ha, tatawagan pa nya yung # na naka-phonebook sa akin!)
Experience #7: Bakit pag tumawag sya sa akin at naputol low batt daw sya, pag ako ang low batt dahilan ko lang daw un dahil may kasama akong ibang lalaki! (Hayyyyyyyyyy!)
Experience #8: Bakit kaya hilig nyang maki-text sa akin eh may phone naman sya..(Wala kaya syang load?)
Experience #9: Bakit everytime na maririnig nya ang message alert tone sa cp ko sya pa ang unang babasa di naman sa kanya un. (Tapos pag ginawa mo un sa cp nya maha-high blood sya at sasabihan ka pang pakialamera! Leche talaga!)
Experience #10: Bakit pag hindi mo inilabas ang cp mo pag gusto nyang makita sasabihin nya may itinatago ka. (Tamang hinala parati, naka-ecstasy kaya sya?)
Na-experience mo rin ba to sa bf mo? Kung ako sayo hanggat maaga dispatsahin mo dahil sakit sa ulo talaga.
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Hey, wazzupppp!
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Posted:Apr 14, 2006 12:52 pm
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2006 11:05 pm 2235 Views
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Since this is my first post here on my blog site, i won't be posting something to ponder by everyone but instead i'll have here my................." Hi's and Hello's to everyone!
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