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sunshine8 53F
7292 posts
9/16/2008 6:52 am

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9/18/2008 10:06 pm

3rd Anniversary.

I feel something strange today....i am having a goosebump and I don't know the reason why...It's been 2 nights that I am sleeping with my lights on...let me tell you why....

Just the other night, I was about to fall asleep, around 2 or 3 in the morning..I turned off the lights in my room...actually I was half asleep then..when i feel something or see something...there was this shadow of a big man and he was about to embrace me..so, i get up and opened up the lights..i am quite scared especially that I am all alone in this big house...and the surroundings...so quiet...!!! It's around 4 am when i got the chance to sleep.

Then last night...I think I don't want to sleep again with my lights off..so, i decided to keep it on....nothing unusual happen anyway...

But today..I was chatting with a friend and we are talking about his mom who got cancer and he wants to go home to see her. I am consoling him and telling him stories about my father...I become teary eyed because those memories comes flashing back into my mind...The last time that I had a chance to talked to him before he goes into sleep without waking up...

I can feel some tingling sensation...i don't know why..well, I thought may father's death anniversary is on the 17th, but when I saw my brother online, i asked him when is the death anniversary...and he told me..IT'S TODAY...waaaahhh...I didn't know!!!

He asked me if i did sense or feel something because my father visited him already..he smell the scent of a candle inside his room in Qatar...nah!!! that was it...he is around with me today!!!

Tonight, before I went out of my room to get my juice...I am already talking to him...I told him..."don't let me see you...I am bit scared..you know that I am all aone here"...when I get back to my room that's the time that i also smell the scent of a burning candle....and started talking to him again...IN A LOUD VOICE!!!

Now, I miss him ..Yes! so, I am asking for prayers...please offer a silent prayer for our beloved father...his name is ROMEO....



Yanie24w 34F

9/16/2008 8:25 am

When I was a baby,you would hold me in your arms.
I felt the love and tenderness,keeping me safe from harm.
I would look up into your eyes,and all the love I would see.
How did I get so lucky,you were the dad chosen for me.
There is something special about a father's love.
Seems it was sent to me from someplace up above.
Our love is everlasting,I just wanted you to know.
That you’re my special hero and I wanted to tell you so.


Special Hero by Christina M. Kerschen

Gud girls R bad girls who don't get caught...


Yanie24w 34F

9/16/2008 8:26 am

Sis sunshine...my fathers name is Romeo too ...

Gud girls R bad girls who don't get caught...


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/17/2008 1:57 am

    Quoting Yanie24w:
    When I was a baby,you would hold me in your arms.
    I felt the love and tenderness,keeping me safe from harm.
    I would look up into your eyes,and all the love I would see.
    How did I get so lucky,you were the dad chosen for me.
    There is something special about a father's love.
    Seems it was sent to me from someplace up above.
    Our love is everlasting,I just wanted you to know.
    That you’re my special hero and I wanted to tell you so.


    Special Hero by Christina M. Kerschen
thanks for sharing this lovely poem....i do miss my dad...but nah! don't let me see him around...


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/17/2008 2:02 am

    Quoting Yanie24w:
    Sis sunshine...my fathers name is Romeo too ...
ow sistah we have the same FATHER'S name...what a coincidence...


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/17/2008 2:09 am

    Quoting purpleheartmarie:
    Mines father death anniversary was last 27th of July.. but it was his birthday last 13th September. I was afraid he might visit me cause I was not able to go to tarlac to visit his grave. Lets pray for our beloved fathers. May they rest in peace.
just pray for him or talked to him..ganyan ginawa ko...taga TARLAC KA PALA....saan doon???? interesado lang ako..thanks for visiting my blog


eb1209
28042 posts
9/17/2008 5:01 am

My father is like that too, Shine..He would let me remember him by making me think about him, cook for him and do strange things that will make me NOT TO FORGET. Believe me, it happens, in my dreams and in real life.

But unlike you, I am not afraid of him...I know that he is watching over me, and I pray for him when I know that he is "restless"...You'll be fine.


Just call me ELZ


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/17/2008 5:53 pm

    Quoting eb1209:
    My father is like that too, Shine..He would let me remember him by making me think about him, cook for him and do strange things that will make me NOT TO FORGET. Believe me, it happens, in my dreams and in real life.

    But unlike you, I am not afraid of him...I know that he is watching over me, and I pray for him when I know that he is "restless"...You'll be fine.
sistah Els...well, everytime it's his death anniversary, birthday, christmas..we all went or i asked my family in the Philippines to offer a mass for him and visit him on his grave and then we still celebrate it as if he was around....and yes, he keeps on visiting me in real life and in my dreams especially if he wants to convey something.....I am afraid to see him but not afraid of him...i can feel and sense that he's always here...i know that...MY! our father love us so dearly.....thanks sistah Els...


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/17/2008 5:56 pm

    Quoting Trisianmay:
    sweet naman ng dad mo sis, still he's worried about you,,,but i also understand your feeling of being afraid unexpectedly kase yung pagdalaw nya sayo.my prayers for him, sis,,,always ingatzzzGBU
i think so...he's always around especially whenever he know that i badly need him....afraid of seeing him in front of me...but not afraid and sensing and feeling that he was just around the corner...ikaw ba naman makita mo harapan or sa salamin..di katakot un... salamat sis!


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/18/2008 10:06 pm

    Quoting bellezia:
    hi shine, mind is not working well so just want to say hello and have a great day
hello belle, just seeing you visiting my blog is just fine...at least i know you're reading it...thanks again!