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sunshine8 53F
7292 posts
9/11/2008 7:24 am

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9/18/2008 7:39 pm

Just wanna share this.......

I can't help it i need to write it down...i don't know but today I keep on staring on my computer...browsing here and there...going in and out of blog section...same with my groups..post a little...keep on checking emails...chatting with friends...old and new...but my mind is out of nowhere....i don't know what occupies it...until tonight...

Tears flowed down from my eyes, Just tonight!!!!

I had a chance to chat with my kids...at first it was Mea, my youngest...my 16 year old daughter...we joke, we exchange pictures...we tell stories..we talked about her dad...and telling me how terribly she misses me and love me.

Then later on...it was my eldest, my only son, MICKO..my 20 year old son...same thing with Mea....but because he was more mature..i can't help but cry whenever he said.."Ma, you take care there, you are all alone there..." "I love you and I miss you"

Those sweet words coming from my kids...

For those who don't know...my kids are not together but they see each other everyday in school and my son always comes over to my mother's house...where Mea stay.

I even told both of them to take care of my old mother..talked to her, make her happy.

This kind of feeling I can't explain...a mother's love to her children...and a child love to her mother...a bondage that nobody else can ever replace or destroy. Missing each other, longing to be with each other...

I know everyone misses me..and wanted to see me back home safely...but I promise myself...I will just finished all my obligation and responsibillty here and then maybe...IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GO BACK HOME.....



SeNsE_of_HoNeY 42F
4829 posts
9/11/2008 8:47 am

bru i know that your friends have been urging you to go home & i believe they all have good intentions, seeing you alone & far away from home (where obvoiusly your heart is).. i also know that you are a strong & assertive woman & know what is right for you so i am sure you will be alright wherever you choose to be.. just stay safe, keep in touch, & never give up on life or love!


Yanie24w 34F

9/11/2008 2:19 pm

Your heart tells you where you really belongs to...it never lies...

Gud girls R bad girls who don't get caught...


eb1209 56F
28042 posts
9/11/2008 5:22 pm

You are the captain of your ship, the master of your soul..Whatever you need to do, just do it, Shine. After all, it's your decision which prevails...We know that you just wanted to be heard, and that's what we give you...

Just call me ELZ


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/11/2008 7:02 pm

    Quoting SeNsE_of_HoNeY:
    bru i know that your friends have been urging you to go home & i believe they all have good intentions, seeing you alone & far away from home (where obvoiusly your heart is).. i also know that you are a strong & assertive woman & know what is right for you so i am sure you will be alright wherever you choose to be.. just stay safe, keep in touch, & never give up on life or love!
thanks mah sistah bru....i know i do have some obligations around here and even back home....i have to make a decision now....wla kasi lagi sa sariling isip...


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/11/2008 7:04 pm

    Quoting Yanie24w:
    Your heart tells you where you really belongs to...it never lies...
yup..i have to concentrate on what my heart says...thanks!


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/11/2008 7:06 pm

    Quoting eb1209:
    You are the captain of your ship, the master of your soul..Whatever you need to do, just do it, Shine. After all, it's your decision which prevails...We know that you just wanted to be heard, and that's what we give you...
yes, i know mah sistah Els...i really want to post and write it down...as you know this is my outlet and at least when the time come that i am okey....i have something to read about what happened and what i think before....thanks again!


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/13/2008 3:11 am

    Quoting iloveuspice07:
    Shine...there are many reasons for you to come home....

    you better come home,your children are waiting for you...your Family...your Mom...and your friends here...be strong and i hope that you decide as much as possible!!!!Take care and God Bless!!!!!

ginz...i know there's a lot of reasons..pero i still have an obligation here...i need to finish it up.....just wait for me...i'll be home soon...


sugaronly 40F

9/13/2008 9:33 am

ITS HARD BEING FAR FROM YOUR FAMILY BUT WE NEED TO BE STRONG NOT FOR US BUT FOR THEM... GIVE THEM A GOOD FUTURE... IF OTHER CAN DO IT, I'M SURE YOU CAN TOO... BE STRONG AND BE SAFE...

The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/13/2008 10:35 pm

    Quoting Trisianmay:
    good decision i think,,,theres no place like home di ba am sure miss na miss ka na ng mga angels mo sis,,,
    have a wonderful weekend sisGBU
it's a big decision i have to make....and yes, i'm indeed sure that they are really missing me a lot....thanks again sis for the visit!


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/13/2008 10:38 pm

    Quoting sugaronly:
    ITS HARD BEING FAR FROM YOUR FAMILY BUT WE NEED TO BE STRONG NOT FOR US BUT FOR THEM... GIVE THEM A GOOD FUTURE... IF OTHER CAN DO IT, I'M SURE YOU CAN TOO... BE STRONG AND BE SAFE...
thanks...that's what i'm thinking...a good future for my kids...sino ba naman ina ang di magbibigay ng good future for their kids....??? no one di ba???...thanks again!


sunshine8 53F
6263 posts
9/18/2008 7:39 pm

    Quoting ROXYBARBIE:
    Home is where your heart is; Home is where the hugs are; . Never give up on yourself. Keep dreaming and never give up. care always.
yes...my home....when i think of home....i miss everyone around...thanks sistah....