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Thoughts About Moving On When I was a little girl, I would always dream that someday, when the right time comes, a knight on shining armor would come into my life and swept me off my feet. As if I was a princess captured by enemies and later on, saved by a handsome prince. That would be every little girl's dream yet in my case, it is the exact opposite. I have gone through a lot of pain. Losing the one I love is the toughest. It broke my heart into pieces. It tore my world apart. My dreams were shattered. I lost a big part of myself until the day came that I never knew who I was. I have nowhere to go. I don't know what went wrong. For all I know, I did my best to workout the relationship. Maybe beginnings have all its endings. It took some time before I realized that I am not happy with him anymore. More often that not, I feel bad because of his false hopes and broken promises. Many thoughts came into my mind. There were lots of questions still left unanswered until this day. If he ever loved me. What's the point of having him in my life if he isn't around? We grew apart. We became total stranger. Though I deeply love him, I decided to let him go. Day by day, in my own little way, I started forgetting him. I would stop thinking about him. That was the most difficult part of letting go. Until one day, I realized he was completely out of my life. I have moved on. I felt some kind of relief after that realization --- acceptance. I have learned that happiness is a matter of choice, not with what you have or whom you're with. It depends on the choices we made in our lives. Indeed, it comes within ourselves. Now that I have recovered from that hurtful experience, I wonder why people keep on risking for love. Love isn't a bed of roses. There are thorns that comes with it. Maybe because it will make us perfect --- not in its truest sense but perfect for the one that God has given us in His Own Good Time. In life, God doesn't give you the people you want. Instead, He gives you the people you need, to teach you, to hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way you should be. An excerpt originally from MY STORY (based on my own experience about life and love) written on July 03, 2003 |
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Very wise for a young lady. Experience will be teaching you more. Be ready for the lessons. I'm a senior citizen . Don't expect me to remember anything 
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So true in real life. Nothing is ever the same once love is gone. You wonder how did i ever fall in love with him??? Just how it is in life. Greatest feelings in the world when two souls profess a love for each other...
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12/4/2012 1:54 am |
Good for you  they say it takes a strong heart to love but takes stronger heart to love again...all just a matter of time Great post and welcome to blogging 
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12/6/2012 8:03 pm |
Very positive attitude fiona. Happy weekend.   within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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