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Another Suitcase In Another Hall
8/9/2010 7:55 pm |
If you happened to notice (how could you not while I deliberately gave it a strong colour for that purpose) the song which was written by ALW for then his soon to be ex-wife SB which I took the liberty to paste on the space normally reserved for blurting out description for one’s blog and by the way the detonator of my returning to blog land… then there is no need to elaborate (not that somebody is asking or I owe anyone any explanation it just what I call including an umbrella with my usual stroll in case it rain) it practically summed up what happened with my life while being away from you people. The trigger is the rose I wanted him to borrow from the berm (those who follow my earlier blogs know that I borrow plants from community places once and a while; usually during my nocturnal wandering. Mind you, I never take a whole plant or damage them in anyway. I just took a twig or two and try to grow them myself fancying I have a green finger to accomplished my goal and most of the times it works) It’s not really necessary the rose, it could be the sunflowers last week from abandoned Flanders field or the tree(s) he tried to kill “accidentally” after I painstakingly nursed them through the heat wave of the last few weeks. Little trivial things equals big important things when accumulate after a time especially if they are nonchalantly ignored and repeatedly shrugged off and labelled not important because it’s not “his” despite of all straight forward warnings, futile pleas, shouting matches, days of silence etc. etc. The key word is nonchalant coupled with taking for granted accompany by subtle manipulation, emotional blackmail sprinkled with carefully hidden blaming and veiled accusations and probably worst of all--- clothed in educated specially chosen words and sugar coated calculated lies done in passive at first glance submissive but oh so tricky manner. Pretty delectable lot to digest especially after eating them for quite a while you begin to recognize the individual taste even the cook takes a lot of trouble masking the real brew with dose and dose of BS. I want to eat but I can’t swallow. Not anymore. So; here we go again…ANOTHER SUITCASE IN ANOTHER HALL. only dead fish go with the flow ~ JolieLaide |
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8/9/2010 11:19 pm |
awww bebz  hush! tomorrow is another day  but mind u...i never tried to swallow  ...just gargled it and spit !  whooaa!!! what am i saying here???  lolz!yes...life...is full of BS  it's up to us to take it or leave it welcum again bebz  ...to the world of fun  and disaster  anything that can go wrong  will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/9/2010 11:36 pm |
I stepped in dog sh*t once...I was just going about my day...being me...doing what I do...I wiped the smear off my shoe...but every once in a while I would imagine that I could detect a faint residue scent...eventually....the whole incedent went away... [image]
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8/10/2010 2:09 am |
haayz very unfortunate but fortunate sori he wasnt worth the fight afterall nice to see u back
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8/10/2010 7:07 am |
sorry it's not working for u, girl..life's full of that..unfortunately..i'm a survivor, myself...until when? i juz dunno..one day at a time, girl...juz one day at a time JUZ LET IT RIP...
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8/10/2010 9:08 am |
i did not read this blog actually because i am in a hurry, but i cant leave your blogland without hugging you to welcome you back Bebs!
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 8/10/2010 11:22 am |
Bebz, my dear...Although we really missed your presence here in Bloglandia, I didn't wish my co-Virgo go through any kind of marital strife...My question: DID YOU GET RID of the BS? or you are just taking a break...?  Just call me ELZ, click eb1209
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8/10/2010 12:06 pm |
good to see you back in blogland you always are a good read thought this was one song from savage garden... this is me...my heart and my soul...
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8/10/2010 7:18 pm |
Do most survivors bonded or they are scorched so badly they’re afraid to get too close  JUZ LET IT RIP...
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8/11/2010 4:41 am |
just hug mr. sulei? i'm expecting more warmer welcome than that   thought u know that already!  anyway am really glad your back, and sure blogland will look different now that u are back here! here is a gypsy kiss too! 
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8/11/2010 4:56 am |
i like the part where you nocturnally wandered can we help you pull out other suitcases?
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8/11/2010 10:36 am |
i'm waiting for at least another two familiar faces to show up If you mean Yanie. She's resting just back from her fun filled trip.Next time you ever decide to disappear again.  I'll be bold to say in advance for once. Next time you decide to go again, any chance of seeing or hearing you again outside here?  Saving one of the best until last ....toiI saw you make a fly in visit. Like someone left a message. How long have you been away? ...I can't remember.   within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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8/11/2010 12:58 pm |
the problem with us self sufficient emancipated independent smart women is: we are not satisfied anymore with just morsel bits and pieces they can give. we want the real deal and the real thing or nothing. situations that maybe in our younger starry eyed period can go through the fingers are now a thing of the past. we learned from past experiences and we learned good and hard. life is complicated enough. we don't want someone to complicate it more for us. if something doesn't work properly, time to chunk the bad parts or replace it with brand new or don't replace it all. anyway i'm not hoarding any junk anymore. am one of the few denizens w2ho is satisfied with soaking in the wisdom of words in the blogs...once in a hwile i do put my thoughts and emotions to words but it's not as graphic as yours can be this is me...my heart and my soul...
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8/11/2010 6:10 pm |
anyway thanks for waiting patiently Princess hope that i live to the expectations of mr. sulei regarding making some difference in blogland that i'm back but i doubt it weather it he means it positive or the other way around
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8/11/2010 8:31 pm |
the problem with us self sufficient emancipated independent smart women is: we are not satisfied anymore with just morsel bits and pieces they can give. we want the real deal and the real thing or nothing. situations that maybe in our younger starry eyed period can go through the fingers are now a thing of the past. we learned from past experiences and we learned good and hard. life is complicated enough. we don't want someone to complicate it more for us. if something doesn't work properly, time to chunk the bad parts or replace it with brand new or don't replace it all. anyway i'm not hoarding any junk anymore.don't have to marry a dog... to get a hotdog anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/11/2010 8:33 pm |
just hug mr. sulei? i'm expecting more warmer welcome than that  anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/11/2010 8:36 pm |
i do hang around and juz be close enough to be pleasurable, dear moi thinking...what's hanging in there zeromaxxx??? pleasurable??? ..hummmm  anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/11/2010 8:40 pm |
don't get me wrong i don't blame anyone for this. never did. it always takes two to tango. in order to fight, you need to be two. i'm not that kind of women who point fingers, whine, play victim and try to make the other party look black and herself lily white. i know my mistakes and short comings (they are few ha ha)and i easily moved on knowing i did try my best. and if my best was'nt good enough.... just once did u figure out what they've been doing wrong ayyy! no pointing fingers pala!  anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/11/2010 8:43 pm |
your comments just materialize now why it doesn't surprise me about the swallowing... never tried it either not even gargling as long as you're hanging in here, there will always be some fun and disaster oh yeah!!! i'll take that as a compli since...my middle name is ...disaster toinkz! anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/11/2010 8:55 pm |
about announcing my leaving... well i have so many "theories" about it 1)i saw a lot of people announcing they're planning to quit but can't find the guts to do it for real 2)people who actually did it but back in no time 3) ones who making their leaving seems either like a drama or action films 4) and the lots who are just testing if they're going to be miss or not my reasons are personal and few like i don't know and plan it in advance. at my age i'm still impulsive two: when i want to be alone, i mean that too. 3: i don't make a habit of burdening anyone about my troubles. not even my few closest friends and relatives. 4:i don't need/seek advice or second opinion regarding any decision i make in life, afterall it's all up to me well said bebz dahlin  smart wimmen...jived? i tried to connect to u bout many times in all the way i can...and when i dun get an answer....i put myself into ur shoes and voila! i know whatcha thinking...so i said one day soon...she will come back ...and here u are!!! tinted but...alive blogaway dearie ...like u said...we have to catch up! anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/12/2010 4:55 am |
noses and eyelashes eh? what about something else something less mundane let's see where that warning will let things go
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8/12/2010 12:32 pm |
Are you finish waiting? ...any yes any chance I remember something I will reference you with or without you knowing. Only in a good way. Never bad. Good to see friends back.within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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8/12/2010 8:26 pm |
noses and eyelashes eh? what about something else something less mundane sounds kinky? lolz!anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/12/2010 8:32 pm |
tell us sweetface you're the expert in this area i never seen more radiant happy "single" than u r enjoying the life (and the attention) to the fullestwell well bebz dahlen...u don't have to be an expert :{ and u don't need a man to make it happen (oohh oohh with respect to my male friends )just have to be...sensitive and with that...ur gonna be happy being solo with the hands ...no hassles and bustles ur in control!toinkz! bwahahaha!!! anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/12/2010 8:33 pm |
when it's time to jump... consulting u would be the first on my list asking u if you already tested this particular water whatever u would say, i will believe it i thought u dun want to burden anybody with ur...plight? anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/12/2010 8:34 pm |
do we have to take his words at face value or we have to demand some proof of it we should do both para wala syang lusto anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/12/2010 8:37 pm |
f*"#k!!! they cutting me off in the middle of my answering comments i have to log on over and over again what's this? new glitz? do i have to obtain a gold ball to avoid it or what?oh no!  don't dare try to do it! that...i will demand NOT! anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/12/2010 8:41 pm |
like i said maybe it's me and my kaleidoscopic ways of life expecting too much demanding almost perfection i could imagine but anyway it happened i will always retain the honour of being the one who said: stop and i'll suggest... stop aiming for the perfect but do target for the interesting ones anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/12/2010 8:43 pm |
in fairness, i didn't bring my phone with me when i left after hibernating, i tried to open my accounts none of the passw i could remember and i'm always putting off creating new ones before i know time goes by but here we are another suitcase in another hall see how this new situation is going to lasts yes...that's the right thing to do when one hibernate go away with just ur 2 piece on leave everything behind anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/12/2010 8:48 pm |
fun and disaster is like horse and carriage (courage) and if a disaster is as beautiful as you are... then it could be nothing but fun fun fun oh yeah...thus... my profile intro "wanna have fun? talk to me " ...i refrain from saying they will either get excited ...or earn disaster anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/12/2010 8:49 pm |
oh yeah but "sweet face" is already warning u from Sulei! let's see where that warning will let things go sulei...am ready when ur ready anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/12/2010 8:51 pm |
oh mr. sulei you know that no amount of warnings can keep me away from what i trully want when it comes to it but i will follow your example... i will tread slowly and carefully sure...bebz got a mind of her own ...will be waiting here...slowly anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/12/2010 8:53 pm |
and i am sure darling sweetface SMILEY knows what she's talking about who knows what happened behind my back while i was away nothing bebz...nothing spectacular...   anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/15/2010 12:31 am |
thanks for livening (if there is really a word as such) my blog i know i can count on you to put me back on the map no prob dahlin bebz ...and thanks for backening lolz (dunno if there's a word like that too )blogaway...u were missed!!! anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/15/2010 12:36 am |
there are few people that I long to see here again where is T and S and the lovely x from down under the very witty guy who used to passed by but I can't remember the handle a magazine pioneer who captured the heart of a sweet blogger where is shy sag and the rest of the gang a very prominent blogger who has an identity crisis and has a long disagreement with the very witty guy the pseudo-intellectual who thinks he can outsmart me (eyes rolling) the very interesting junebug a remarkable woman who remain herself despite of and a lot of names I can't remember at this moment hope I didn't step on somebody’s toes i am not good at guessing  while u say T and S and everybody else's am poor at figuring out people but well i can tell u bout shy...she's going to get married this year... the last time we talked junebug worked in dubai but back now in PI but i can't get a hold of her still just gimme the handols and mebbe i can tell something bout them am a paparazzi...sometimes ...in short ...mosa moder anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/15/2010 12:46 am |
demand must be really serious any chance telling me why well...ur edge only is that...u can view all the pictures of the members...as far that's what i am enjoying and i am enjoying what the standard members are enjoying, e.g., a)comments not posted/viewable...but will show laters...the longest i had was after 17 days of posting in jane's blog, finally it shows ...and i got other comments that until now...didn't show...at all...so what does that tell u? thoughts wasted b) images u attached are not showing ...when this visual justify ur blog, without it, what now? but if u want to experience the gold...go for it...at least u tried anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/16/2010 6:13 am |
one: your comments have the habit of showing up late two: can hardly concentrate on words i keep looking at your sexy lips nice smile cleavage and pink shirt three: i fall for you over again after seeing your pic(cleavage) want me to go on? one: i told u they do not show up at all previously....it's better late now than never two: i decided to just post half of my face downwards ...am hiding now three: haylabshu too! ...stop from there...just make a blog about this anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/16/2010 6:14 am |
i forget to say something about your hair it's shaved ! lolz!anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/16/2010 6:16 am |
btw want to ask u somethin does our mutual friend need permission from u about anything don't want to complicate things in case if not, forget i asked i don't even know who's that mutual friends of ours will u please whisper it to me? anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/16/2010 6:18 am |
comments are disappearing before my eyes that's the magic of FFF anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/17/2010 6:22 am |
have to consider doing the same grey ones are starting to show up yeppers!!! 2 birds in one stone? or 1 shavin for 2...goals??? anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/17/2010 6:25 am |
give you something to think about youre smart you can easily guess who it is getting senile!!!  anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/17/2010 6:52 am |
i think you need to lose the gold ball unless there is some secret privilege you're not telling so far (in my blog)standard members comments show up fastest and in place ha ha than the ones attach to gold balls seriously, it weird isn't it my blog disappear for 24 hours for no reason i have to log on several times during activities here and the magazine is dead! can't see most respected responders (maybe it's a good thing so some will not have a chance to cheat on votes) what do you think? we liven it up a bit? ...so i need to lick it till it expires see i told u? not so fun having a gold when it comes to the blogs...but i can live with it ...and getting used to plus the last time i complain...they added a month to my gold membership i will just enjoy viewing pics and and yeah! videos well the magz section...dunno if it will be alive again like before but we can try ...u jump... i'll follow anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/22/2010 12:53 am |
you're too witty and pretty to be anyway not important check my new created album yeppers! i just checked ur album berrrrryy nice crib u got there will visit and sleep in there...one day soon anything that can go wrong will go wrong! cheers!!!
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8/23/2010 6:52 am |
ate bebz?      
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8/26/2010 2:36 am |
anyway i'm glad you're back and thanks for taking your time to visit me appreciated
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8/27/2010 3:25 am |
i will try to make it even more funnier for youi thought my stories are sarcastic and morbid ha ha
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8/27/2010 3:31 am |
almost forget... whatever you're going through still regarding your health, just hang on there i will not say it will get better because you and i know what is the real deal miss you too and your naughtiness i am not that naughty anymore ..at first it was hard to control ..but i am learning
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8/29/2010 8:41 am |
oh! (same here) another sets of medicine everytime. some days are good, some are i want to shut up about) how's daddy btw? and the kid? still living in the same place? how about work? could u cope? dami tanong ... but my knees jerked after .. about the kid ..we are just going to make one now that i am ..u know ..too bad duphaston didnt work so i have to take contraceptives to stop the bleeding ...but dadee smiled more upon hearing that ..about the other questions .. ill pm you ..i have my own vultures that are just waiting to attack me
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