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"FOR THIS, I AM WILLING TO MAKE AN EXCEPTION" and even with a calloused heart, i will continue to smile... the truth has never been convenient.. and never will it ever be.. i knew what had to be known from the beginning.. i just had to ask and hear it for myself.. but this is not a wall.. nor a dead end.. more like a road bump.. i might've lost a few parts along the way.. but casualties are inevitable.. never mind about me.. just as you always have.. unmindful.. unwavering.. i opened the box to the medicine cabinet and knew i had to gobble down that one last bitter pill.. and gobble it down, i shall.. it.wouldn't.work.not.in.a.million.years i continue to trudge on.... without you if i have to... ... "what shocks me the most about you is that you always say exactly what you shouldn't be saying."why is it easy for you to say goodbye?" - Meme, One Hundred Years of Solitude 
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1/17/2009 10:16 am |
  I could never find the right words to soften your achy heart but you know where I'll be....here.     within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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I just wish he still loves me coz I really do.I miss him everyday,i lost myself every now and then..how can i live each day without him.. I just want to cry...all night and i hope he can hear me..
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I could never find the right words to soften your achy heart but you know where I'll be....here.
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things would be a lot less complicated if only people had disclaimers on their foreheads
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Much has been said Said you never leave Why’d it have to be Harder than it had to be Don’t you throw blame You were a part of this Wasn’t suppose to end With us just walking away So many times we tried Holding on to the pain but in my baby’s eyes I see my shame Asking why you had to leave Wasn’t I strong enough to make you see That the biggest part of this It’s not about you and me But just be wrong if we held on Maybe tomorrow we’ll find A taste for the old days hard lessons We’ve left behind This mirrors an open door I can barely stand to see myself I don’t know what to do anymore I’m crying out for help Ohh lord Much has been said Will I never learn Keeping my fingers crossed Praying for my luck to turn But I can’t complain I’m living it easy Job’s keeping me busy Going crazy Can’t describe the way it felt When you left said your goodbyes It just seems crazy for me to think That I’ll find love a second time But we all know how it all wraps up in the end Maybe tomorrow we’ll find Ohhh lord… What am I leaving behind Sweet how we see the big picture when your life’s not on the line I know the way out but do you see what I see A tortured life always second guessing the bookie Put money on the table thought that was all I had to do Never came home Never said a word to you No one ever said it was going to be easy… Easy start over again this time this time Let’s do it right Start over again this time this time Let’s keep the fires burning
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1/31/2009 7:20 am |
I don't know what to say, Nadine...I am not completely "shocked" as I somehow saw this was coming. I just want you to feel that you are NOT ALONE in this predicament. JUST HANG IN THERE,...Time heals all wounds, old and new... Just call me ELZ 
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I don't know what to say, Nadine...I am not completely "shocked" as I somehow saw this was coming. I just want you to feel that you are NOT ALONE in this predicament. JUST HANG IN THERE,...Time heals all wounds, old and new... Breaking up is not easy to feel good about but feelings don't change for another- but they do when one looks at themselves.i hope to be ok- and wont get sick again.hard to figure out what happened to him... maybe- one day - i will know why.... right now- i don't understand. take care Miss Elza and thank you for visiting my blogs.
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you are such a sweet and kind stranger. Thanks for dropping by  i want to listen.. i want to care.. 
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