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"MUSING"   The cold breeze and the drizzle over my head. My feet on the ground and my mind out of this world. Tomorrow is not sure and I am still out here looking for the bright sun. If the sun decided not to show up, I presume he has read my cranky mind. And I'm tad thankful. I can gait without the fear of his scorching heat. This is so familiar, it always happened to me. Like I couldn't count how many times I have been put in this situation. Too many times that now I feel nothing, it numbs me. The coldness devoid the sensation I anticipated to hit me. Who was I kidding? A whiplash of loneliness knocks me that tears welled from my eyes. They betrayed me, they always do. This void, this hole in the innermost part of me, sometimes I think they are impossible to be peeled off. But wallowing in self-pity is something that can be avoided. Sometimes the very disease people refuse to cure is creating their own miseries. We always refuse to see the brighter side of life. The drizzle continues and now I hear the sloshing of water. Maybe I am just fuming and forgot that for everything that is happening right now, God has a reason. 
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2/21/2009 1:07 pm |
Ahh well sometimes we just have to feel numb and sad. We can't possibly be always happy. We gotta experience the whole spectrum of emotions to feel more human. Cheese.     within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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Ahh well sometimes we just have to feel numb and sad. We can't possibly be always happy. We gotta experience the whole spectrum of emotions to feel more human. Cheese. 
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2/21/2009 2:20 pm |
  What are you doing when you lose the most track of time? This is what you should spend the most time doing.  
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Ahh well sometimes we just have to feel numb and sad. We can't possibly be always happy. We gotta experience the whole spectrum of emotions to feel more human. Cheese. determination helps me to be who I am right now. And of course with the belief that He will never forsake me. I believe in Him more than I believe myself. I have known early in my life, that so much confidence in yourself will not help. It's true that you have to believe in yourself, but everything that we are, everything that we have is because of Him. I have been so confident of myself until I realize my accomplishments are nothing without Him. Truthfully, I never really accomplished a thing. But I'm on my way. wait til I get there...
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 I have trouble turning over my life to Him sometimes. I know I need to but I keep trying to maintain control of my situation instead of just saying.. "thy will be done." Once you do that He will take over. Things might not always go the way you want, but you know they are going according to His plan. Life is compose of endless possibilities. It's not impossibilities. So I know as i go on with my life, i will be able to see Him, to see how great His love towards His people. I have been stumbled so many times. But I make them my stepping stones. I have not mastered it yet, because I still trip no matter how good I am in every road I traverse. See? so no matter how old we are, we can never say we are good in this life, because it's nothing without Him.
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that is true, jane! it is part of our daily reactions as human beings! the healthy side of it that we still feel and react, knowing we are not in paradise!  I feel so blessed despite what I am going through. And I am truly thankful. Thanks for your thoughts.
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Don't worry bro I will find a way. I'm old enough to handle myself.Independence is the greatest thing. It makes your accomplishments seem so much greater. Yes I have been blessed in this life. I hope I am also blessed in the next. :- Wish me Good luck.Thanks. It is always nice to read your thoughts...
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I will keep on believing sis. Thank you ...
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2/22/2009 8:36 am |
Hi Jane, determination helps me to be who I am right now. And of course with the belief that He will never forsake me. I believe in Him more than I believe myself. I have known early in my life, that so much confidence in yourself will not help. It's true that you have to believe in yourself, but everything that we are, everything that we have is because of Him. I have been so confident of myself until I realize my accomplishments are nothing without Him. Truthfully, I never really accomplished a thing. But I'm on my way. wait til I get there...   Good afternoon.Have a nice day! within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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,you made me smile,thanks again and looking forward again to posts on my blogs God bless to you and your kids.
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Good afternoon.Have a nice day! Glad you miss me and visit me again. Love you sis!
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2/28/2009 1:15 am |
GOD ALWAYS KNOWS WHAT IS BEST FOR US! I love you - those three words have my life in them 
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5/29/2009 5:04 pm |
Leave it to God, he`ll send you a sign, then you will know..!!
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i saw the signs already i am feeling better and hoping for a better tomorrow. tahnks for dropping by...
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