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Someone Else's Story
9/1/2010 11:11 pm |
I couldn’t tell my friends about this coz they would just say their I told you sos and/or probably just laugh it off. I couldn’t just tell anyone of it right now anyway because I’m still fighting for it- tooth and nail and with everything that I’ve got. So here I am again-writing. All this for a man who doesn’t even like me, much less love me? WTF! There’s another man who’s waiting just for me. What am I doing cavorting with this guy? Stupid huh? Well, they say that love is just like that -they say that it’s like drinking beer, if you’ve had too many, you start acting stupid!!! If it’s even that, I guess people could forgive me for it. I probably had one too many, though I don’t drink much, and most of the time I act stupidly anyway so there’s no point of argument in that. LOL! Well, I’ll probably admit to fascination and being intrigued about it, but that’s that. Still, there’s clearly something wrong. He loves me, I love him and he loves another. LOL! Well for now, I just had to stop this and will just be sticking with my choices in the first place. It maybe hard at first but it will all get better I’m sure. I know where to go now. I realize that I may just be getting bolder about the thought of love to even think about chasing after another when there’s someone who really cares about me, not realizing that I might lose everything that way. It’s a good thing that I don’t DO that. It’s just tacky and plain greedy and I’m not that desperate yet. It’s tempting though but NAH!!! Well, this is me barely getting away with it. The only way I’m able to have closure, be able to move on and just be happy and contented with what I have too. The only way that I got away with it is from the outside looking in – at me. The song should have been “I know him so well” but for now, my story is literally “Someone Else’s Story”. =) Not a stupid song though.= ) SOMEONE ELSE’S STORY Sutton Foster - From “Chess” Long ago In someone else's lifetime Someone with my name Who looked a lot like me Came to know A man and made a promise He only had to say And that's where she would be Lately Although the feelings run just as deep The promise she made has grown impossible to keep And yet I wish it wasn't so Will he miss me if I go? In a way It's someone else's story I don't see myself As taking part at all Yesterday A girl that I was fond of Finally could see The writing on the wall Sadly She realized she'd left him behind And sadder than that she knew he wouldn't even mind And though there's nothing left to say Would he listen if I stay? It's all very well to say you fool it's now or never I could be choosing No choices whatsoever. I could be In someone else's story In someone else's life And he could be in mine I don't see A reason to be lonely I could take my chances Further down the line And if That girl I knew should ask my advice Oh I wouldn't hesitate she needn't ask me twice Go now! I'd tell her that for free Trouble is, the girl is me The story is, the girl is me. Oh well, nothing broken but my pride, nothing bruised but my ego. Life goes on. I guess that’s just life on the internet! LOL! I’ll Live. Moving on…. 
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9/3/2010 12:26 am |
Hi....as a single person....you are entitled to any fun you can find...but if you do have fun....don't tell the one you settle down with...love is funny that way....
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 9/3/2010 6:29 pm |
@DS- LOL!it could be DS. that's why I'm still trying to figure it out.hehehe!
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9/3/2010 6:32 pm |
@icu4u2-Thank you. and I know that much already IC, it's just that I'm trying to have as much fun without hurting anybody else right now and by trying to do so I might just be ending up hurting me.hahaha! anyway, Thanks for dropping by.
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