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Blogs > niyyah2007 > THE NEED FIRE


niyyah2007 62M
66 posts
6/8/2008 6:57 pm

Last Read:
4/30/2011 5:05 pm
One huge transformation
A lot has transpired since i've spent some time here,on FFF.My mother,brother-in law,and my aunt,all passed away within a week.New jobs,new apartment,new state of mind.Something like this would have normally taken me out,emotionally.Somehow prayers were answered,self-evaluation and self-work payed off,and a new level of maturity,that,could have only happened through the experience of loosing that many loved ones,in such a short period of time,has come into play.I have always,never had a problem with exhibiting my emotions when needed,or when under pressure or duress to.However this time,it's different.Tears and positive release have not come yet.In their own time I guess.I feel compleately under "Gods'-protective custody",right now.Trust me,i have searched my psyche and heart,for the past two months now since it all happened,in order to make dam sure that i wasn't repressing anything or making sure that i was being vigilently "honest",with myself about my true feelings,good or bad.It's a sobering new journey,that i am slowly embarking on,and it is so good to write about it here,in this blog.Please feel free to comment or over condolences,or just plain say hi,if you wish.Lakes of comfort,is what i would realy like to swim in right now.Thanks for listening.Niyyah
niyyah2007 62M
97 posts
7/23/2008 7:53 pm
    Quoting ron_0504:
    im so sorry... but for sure things will get back to normal...

    ... this for you bro hope it helps!

    GOD BLESS!!!
Thank you.You know...after this now...nothing is "normal".There is more clarity,and the illusions and projections have been cleared away.Not to mention a level of emotional maturity,that i have never felt before in my life.But thank you so much for your condolence.


niyyah2007 62M
97 posts
7/23/2008 7:50 pm
    Quoting Victorias2007:
    my condolences to you, im sorry for your loss and goodluck on everything you have planned for in the near future!
Thank you sincerely.It is much appreciated.


ron_0504 41F

6/9/2008 7:19 pm

 im so sorry... but for sure things will get back to normal...

... this for you bro hope it helps!

GOD BLESS!!!


niyyah2007 62M
97 posts
6/9/2008 12:43 am
    Quoting Victorias2007:
    my condolences to you, im sorry for your loss and goodluck on everything you have planned for in the near future!
Thank you very much,for your thoughtfulness and sharing of hope.


Victorias2007 47F

6/8/2008 7:35 pm

 my condolences to you, im sorry for your loss and goodluck on everything you have planned for in the near future!




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