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bebong2005 56F
12258 posts
1/25/2009 3:15 am
wandering alice

I’m only lonely in the mornings and afternoons and evenings and nights
I yell kind words into the silence so that I can fall in love with echoes
I sleep next to walls and pillows and radiators and lights
To give me the touch that I’m afraid to seek.

Would I kill my memories for a spotless mind?
Delete cells encoding my fears and my flaws?
If I expand my horizons and change definitions,
Will peace answer my beckoning calls?




~ Jolielaide


smiley1957 66F

1/26/2009 6:45 am

try it

no harm...in trying



bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
1/28/2009 11:21 am

    Quoting  :

i saw you on the other site
i thought
ok doll is also there

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
1/28/2009 11:24 am

My inner peace
Does not select anybody,
Does not reject anybody.
My inner peace
Always self-givingly projects itself.

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
1/28/2009 11:24 am

i did nothing happened

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
1/28/2009 11:26 am

INNER PEACE

L-ooking deep within to find that place of peace
O-pening up your heart to expose nothing but the truth
V-ulnerable feelings flow as you find out more and more
E-very day a challenge as another layer removed

L-ying to your self in past that everything is fine
O-blivious for years the damage caused deep inside
V-oids filled with empty promises and broken dreams
E-mpty spaces filled with substance that masks the pain

L-iving day to day but afraid to go deep inside
O-f all the hurts and pain you wish to just ignore
V-ivid images, emotions all overwhelming and raw
E-ffects from all the years of constant disregard

L-aying on the mat breathing as I feel
O-ne emotion after another flows through my veins
V-ery intense feelings all rapidly released
E-very time I stand mix feelings of exhaustion and exhilaration

L-ove your self finally has meaning
O-wning your destiny finally makes sense
V-oids finally fulfilled with feelings of acceptance
E-ach day is a journey of seeking our inner peace

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
1/28/2009 4:25 pm

the whole blog's front page disappear!!!
all i can see is the most active recent posts
what's happening????
it is me or others are having the same problems


~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
1/29/2009 2:50 am

    Quoting  :

with all do respect but you beginning to give me creeps

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
1/29/2009 2:53 am

    Quoting  :

if i become (more) simpler than i am now
i will simply fade and disappeared

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
1/29/2009 5:31 am

    Quoting  :

you sounds like a combination of oprah, martha, dr. phil and j's witnesses

~ Jolielaide