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bebong2005 56F
12258 posts
12/21/2008 5:45 am
If I could I would

Looking up in the midnight sky I think:
Dreaming of my dreams.
Dreaming of my wishes.
My full moon dreams.

Seeing the stars stretch for eternity,
I wish I could be as beautiful.
I wish I could have their bright glow.
I dream of getting out of this hell.

My full moon dreams I want to fulfil.
Spreading my wings and taking off.
Closing my eyes and being somewhere else.
Take a deep breath and sigh.

I open my eyes and I am still here.
Sitting in a field and feeling the soft fall of rain.
I listen to the chirping of crickets,
And dream of things that I find impossible.

If I set my mind to it,
People say,
You can do anything.
I tried and failed multiple times.

Having such low self-esteem
…does not help.
I'm still sitting here dreaming of my full moon dreams.
I wish I could succeed in them.

My full moon dreams I can’t fulfil.
Who would want to take in such a horror?
All my scars, all my fears of falling…
If I could, I would be… crying.




~ Jolielaide


thecoolprince 39M
40 posts
12/21/2008 8:51 am

Greetings and hello...

I've always found u to be a very prolific writer in both poetry and short stories..

You have one of the most creative and sensual mind full of passion that can be felt by the words you share with us...

I am one of the many who admire your awesome works here in blogslandia...

Wishing you and your loved ones a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year...

And may your dreams and goals continue to come closer to being reached and fulfilled everyday so long as the sun still shines tomorrow and the moon glisten by the river...

prince


poweroflove3 64F

12/21/2008 10:01 am

Ms Bebs,
You are very talented! But, somehow a deep depression in some of the stories. And can relate you to Poe. For every mistakes and failures we do in life it's just another lesson to be learned and grow from it to become a better person. A quote from this book i'm reading now is "Just because I make a mistake doesn't mean I AM a mistake!" a lola giving advice to his apo. Also, another saying "Nothing can make you happy w/o your permission. Nothing can make you unhappy w/o your permission." Basically, the deep secret is in our heart. All inside of us with our minds to really make us happy no matter what circumstances we go through in this world. Reaction to the trials is different somehow. That inner strength to fight or flight. Wear your scars proudly, it represents the past history of you making it out of that very difficult time in your life. Thank God with all your heart!!! Think of it, you wouldn't be here giving and sharing all these wonderful poems and stories. If you had given up and your spirit was crushed!!! You are a strong and beautiful lady, that no matter what came out triumphant.

Thank YOU for sharing... Merry Christmas and A Prosperous New Year!!!

[I God is pure love...


smiley1957 66F

12/23/2008 9:47 am

big girls don't cry


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/24/2008 10:40 am

    Quoting thecoolprince:
    Greetings and hello...

    I've always found u to be a very prolific writer in both poetry and short stories..

    You have one of the most creative and sensual mind full of passion that can be felt by the words you share with us...

    I am one of the many who admire your awesome works here in blogslandia...

    Wishing you and your loved ones a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year...

    And may your dreams and goals continue to come closer to being reached and fulfilled everyday so long as the sun still shines tomorrow and the moon glisten by the river...

    prince

may you have a very enjoyable holiday with your nearest and dearest

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/24/2008 10:42 am

    Quoting poweroflove3:
    Ms Bebs,
    You are very talented! But, somehow a deep depression in some of the stories. And can relate you to Poe. For every mistakes and failures we do in life it's just another lesson to be learned and grow from it to become a better person. A quote from this book i'm reading now is "Just because I make a mistake doesn't mean I AM a mistake!" a lola giving advice to his apo. Also, another saying "Nothing can make you happy w/o your permission. Nothing can make you unhappy w/o your permission." Basically, the deep secret is in our heart. All inside of us with our minds to really make us happy no matter what circumstances we go through in this world. Reaction to the trials is different somehow. That inner strength to fight or flight. Wear your scars proudly, it represents the past history of you making it out of that very difficult time in your life. Thank God with all your heart!!! Think of it, you wouldn't be here giving and sharing all these wonderful poems and stories. If you had given up and your spirit was crushed!!! You are a strong and beautiful lady, that no matter what came out triumphant.

    Thank YOU for sharing... Merry Christmas and A Prosperous New Year!!!
i wonder if u are familiar with the term melancholic (depression)

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/24/2008 10:44 am

    Quoting  :

always

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/24/2008 10:44 am

don't you?

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/24/2008 11:33 am

    Quoting poweroflove3:
    Ms Bebs,
    You are very talented! But, somehow a deep depression in some of the stories. And can relate you to Poe. For every mistakes and failures we do in life it's just another lesson to be learned and grow from it to become a better person. A quote from this book i'm reading now is "Just because I make a mistake doesn't mean I AM a mistake!" a lola giving advice to his apo. Also, another saying "Nothing can make you happy w/o your permission. Nothing can make you unhappy w/o your permission." Basically, the deep secret is in our heart. All inside of us with our minds to really make us happy no matter what circumstances we go through in this world. Reaction to the trials is different somehow. That inner strength to fight or flight. Wear your scars proudly, it represents the past history of you making it out of that very difficult time in your life. Thank God with all your heart!!! Think of it, you wouldn't be here giving and sharing all these wonderful poems and stories. If you had given up and your spirit was crushed!!! You are a strong and beautiful lady, that no matter what came out triumphant.

    Thank YOU for sharing... Merry Christmas and A Prosperous New Year!!!
i fancy myself as a melancholic-choleric rather than the other way around (at least that's what they told me)

~ Jolielaide