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test he loves me... he loves me not... he loves me... he loves me not... he...  ~ Jolielaide  |
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7/12/2008 6:46 pm |
he loves you. . 
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that is what i'm scared of  the responsibility that comes with it  ~ Jolielaide
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happy? what happy feels?  thanks for dropping by ~ Jolielaide
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7/13/2008 4:53 am |
When I’m not talking to you, I’m thinking of you. When you’re away, I’m hurting inside for you. Heart sinking, Belly aching, Mind numbing, Hurt for you. I miss you. When I’m talking to you, I’m thinking of us. When you’re with me I come alive. Heart beating, Belly flying, Mind racing, Alive for you. I love you. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/13/2008 4:56 am |
I love you. That is my truth. Do I understand it? No! I don't even know if I could live up to it. I love you. You will ask: How much? Is it really necessary to tell you? Suddenly, you've become everything. My serenity, my true love. You'll then ask: What is "true?" That's fine, I'll tell you "true" is to feel you, that I take you inside me that I lose you and I don't have you, it's to feel that I forget you and I cry and sigh it's to know that you are not mine, and to know you never will be. It's to miss you and go crazy without seeing you, without speaking to you, without kissing you. It's to touch your skin, your lips, your fingers. It's wanting to feel myself inside you, deep inside you. It's talking to myself, alone, about you... I love you. What else could I tell you? I love you, I want you, I need you. And to finish, you can ask (once again): How much? But that, you will never know. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/13/2008 5:00 am |
I love you more than life itself For life itself is worthless Without someone with which to share The beauty of life's purpose I love you more than you can know You've helped me more than you can imagine I once was lonely, now I see That miracles still happen I love you more for who you are Than what you can or will be Whenever I am feeling empty You come along and fill me I love you more than happiness For my happiness comes from you For so long I waited for someone And now my wish has come true I love you more with each passing day More than anyone before And no matter how much you love me I will always love you more. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/13/2008 5:08 am |
hmmm... why do I love you? that's a very good question... well i'll try to answer it since you asked. so i'll start with the outside: I love your dark brown beautiful hair. i love your deep dark and loving eyes that if you look really deep in them you can see the sadness and pain, and if you look into the sun they turn a little orange. i love your rose red cheeks. i love your sweet little nose and when its cold its getting red. and mmmm i love your tasty fluffy red lips that put you on trance when you kiss them. i love your body May it makes me go crazy with passion... i love your perfect curves, your almost flat stomach and your lovely thighs. i love your soft perfect skin that isn't too tanned and not too pale, just in the right color. i love your almost electric touch. i love how warm your body feels under the covers. well i think i told you everything about your outside, so i'll tell you about the inside: i love your personality. you can still laugh even after all the horrible things you've been through. i love how you're aware of your own flaws and how you're able to laugh at them with other people. i love your laugh and i love your sweet giggles. i love your amazing abillty to make people love you and want to protect you. i love how you understand other people's pain and how you know exactly how to help them and comfort them. i love how you know to stand out for what you think and not to surrender for other people's thoughts. i... well... it hurts me deeply when i see even one tear going down on your soft cheeks. i love how you want to restore everything you've ruined it your past to the right place and how you're desperate for love. i love how you love to sit on some lonely rock or hill or roof and think about you life, and how to make things get better. i love how you always think about making other people happy more than you. i love how you'll always be there with smart advices for whoever that looks for it. i love how you're afraid to hurt people and how it kills you from inside when you do. i hope that answered your question... there's so many things i love about you May that there's not enough words in the English language to describe it... ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/13/2008 5:11 am |
How much do you mean to me? I'm surprised that you had to ask I'll answer that question in a heartbeat It will be my simplest task I want to hold you whenever you're sad My heart stops when a tear rolls down your cheek I'm determined to keep you laughing I strive for the things that you seek Life seems so worthless without you I'm never going to let you go I'd be nothing if you stopped loving me Maybe it just doesn't show And if a door closes for you I pray that one more opens soon I'd walk to the ends of the earth Just to be with you All these words that I said Were simple, yet true Therefore, shed those doubts and worries Because I would never choose anyone but you ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/13/2008 5:13 am |
I will protect you, When no one else will care, When everyone has left you, You can bet that I'll be there, I will stand by you, When no one else will try, I'll be the first to find you, And the one to dry your eyes, I'll hold onto you, You can say that you're alright, But I can see right through you, And I will hold you through the night, I will always love you, No matter what, through night and day, Not a a second I don't think of you, No matter what the world will say, I will be here for you, Though the world will turn their cheek, I will shed a tear for you, And your smile I will seek, I will protect you, Whether they want me to or not, I won't be one that left you, That's one promise I still haven't forgot... ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/13/2008 5:14 am |
Fireflies to flame Drawn in by its warmth and glow As I to your love ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/13/2008 6:25 am |
ok D... the floor is urs  we'll just listen ...  but  ??? 
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you reckon rudy? ~ Jolielaide
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how deep sweetface? let's see... how about 21 inches deep  ~ Jolielaide
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Malu sweetie i think 'kulang'  ~ Jolielaide
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7/13/2008 1:27 pm |
You hide all of your feelings You never let me see Just how much your hurting Please open up to me. I can see the pain you're feeling I can see it in you eyes Please tell me what has happened Let me hold you as you cry. You tell me that nothing is wrong But I know that that's not true Don't lock it up inside yourself Let me be there for you. If you share your problems with me I can try and do my best To help you through these hardships So your pain can be at rest. You can tell me anythingI wont judge or question you Any feelings that you tell me Will be just between us two What's best for you is what I want So just tell me what you need And if one of these things isn't me Then tell me and I'll leave. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/13/2008 1:36 pm |
The feel of her soft skin, against my lips, her sweet smell, her round hips, I adore this girl, her heart I love, she is so damn strong, as fragile as a dove, she makes me feel good, makes me feel alive, without her sweet kisses, i couldn't survive, Stay with me forever, I'll make you my queen, With me, you are truly seen, nevermind your faults, i see your perfection, I love every part of you, i love every section i can just lie here, and stare at your eyes, with you everday, is a new surprise, forever my baby, I'll stay loyal and true, my sweet darling, I truly truly...love you. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/13/2008 1:39 pm |
i don't have to be strong i can be weak with You i don't have to be loud i can be meek with You i don't have to be happy i can be sad with You i don't have to be content i can be mad with You You look into my eyes You see the best in me when we talk together You bring rest to me You bring joy to my sadness You are a friend to me You bring light to my darkness when You tend to me i don't have to laugh i can be real with You i don't have to be stone cold i can feel with You i don't have to smile i can cry with You i dont have to stay still i can fly with You ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/13/2008 1:44 pm |
If only you'll trust me, then you would see. How loyal I can really be. I'll give you everything, but I don't have much. But I'll always be forever with you, showing you my love. Do not worry, don't be afraid. I'll protect you forever, I'm here to stay. WHen you feel down, and out of luck. I'll forever be here, to cheer you up. I really do, I love you so much. I just can't seem to say it, hardly enough. My eyes start to water, my heart starts to break. To know that you think, I'll hurt you one day. I'll never harm you ever, but forever i'll keep you safe. So please learn to trust me, please don't be afraid. You say you will hurt me, on accident one day. But all the pain in the world is worth it, I'll love you forever still anyways. I was hurt, down, and heart broken, ready to pass away. But now I'm hapily loving you, since you entered in my life that day. If you still can not love me, I guess I understand. But I'll keep on loving you forever, so please take my hand. I love you by ~pikichu If only you'll trust me, then you would see. How loyal I can really be. I'll give you everything, but I don't have much. But I'll always be forever with you, showing you my love. Do not worry, don't be afraid. I'll protect you forever, I'm here to stay. WHen you feel down, and out of luck. I'll forever be here, to cheer you up. I really do, I love you so much. I just can't seem to say it, hardly enough. My eyes start to water, my heart starts to break. To know that you think, I'll hurt you one day. I'll never harm you ever, but fDrag and Drop to Collect ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/13/2008 1:47 pm |
I don' care how far away you are, I still love you. No matter how much time goes by, I still love you. Even if something happened and we never saw each other I would still love you. I think that if I lost you I could never love anyone else because, I will still love you. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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D. don't make a habit of it ~ Jolielaide
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i cannot say it more precise. when someone said they love me, i automatically closed up. it is as if they want something i cannot give. or expecting something in return which at this moment i am not ready to hand over. scary. ~ Jolielaide
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about the 'choking' if someonhe put you on a pedestal it weighs heavy it's like forcing you to be perfect to act differently because deep down inside we all want to be loved and once experience it, we don't want to lose that love so we do the best we can to keep it and in most cases, without realizing it we are losing what matter the most: ourselves. ~ Jolielaide
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7/14/2008 3:52 pm |
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/14/2008 3:55 pm |
All the love that history knows, is said to be in every rose. Yet all that could be found in two, is less than what I feel for you. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/14/2008 3:58 pm |
You say plunge to the depths of my heart, But I'm just not sure where to start, Or how to begin, Not sure of it's location and I'm struggling to swim Been treading water on the surface now for going on a week, And I'm scared that ill drown if I venture down to deep, I'm sure your depths are worth the risk but I can't hold my breath that long, And I would come back to surface but sorry love I'm not that strong But now it's all so clear and I've realised, When yesterday gazing into your eyes, I’ve got no need for breath I've got no need for air, All I need is you being there I’ll go deep as I can ill go diving for pearls,* I’ll do all that I can to please you my girl, I’ll plunge to the depths of your heart girl and ill stay there, Cause having your love I’ve got no need for air Our relationship has been taken now to the next step, My heart beat is racing and my oxygen is deep in debt, This lake we once swam in has now turned into an ocean, And as much as you want my devotion, I can't cope, As much as I’d hoped we could take this all the way, I guess I'm out of my depth and I better call it a day My words send ripples across the sea like a rock thrown by a childs frown, The waves sweep over your pretty face as your slowly sinking down and down I’ll go deep as I can ill go diving for pearls, I’ll do all that I can to save you my girl, I’ll plunge to the depths of our relationship so you can breathe once more, We've got no need to be drowning when you make me feel like I can soar You say fly me up to the clouds up above, But I'm not sure if I can my love, I will try, But I've got a fear of heights and I'm struggling to fly ~ I will always be a Maverick
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