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to someone i "used" to know here (FFF) I could make a blog ddcated to you but I won't (ha!ha) Though you (probably) more than deserve it The reason why I’m writing this is: I saw (again) your letter today I can't understand… I ignore you, hide from you, pretend you don't exist but__ You just don't give up! (i wonder why) You congratulate me (when you think i deserve it) And always ready with nice, comforting words if you sense (why you know?) That there's is something wrong with me, You are there (in the background) always. Watching. You reached out (still does) but unfortunately, not far enough. You see I’m different kind of girl For me, no is no and yes is yes. No maybe(s). You probably think I was joking. I wasn’t. When it comes to L affair, for me; it’s all or nothing. Well, here we are, there’s no turning back I liked you. I still do. You’re different Somehow you made me believe (a little) $tupid of me (probably) but past is past (Like I said) There is no way back. I wish you happiness and all the good things out there I know how big your heart is, it loves deeper. Lucky her. (Lucky you) I wish the two of you together. A good man deserves a fantastic woman, she’s the one. But it didn’t happen. Did it? Doesn’t matter. I’m out of line. Okay, goodbye for now. And for the record: it’s kind of nice seeing your message from time to time. Then I know that you’re there and (more or less) doing well. And yes, I’m ok. ~ from a lunatic, stubborn woman  ~ Jolielaide  |
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Hi sis bebs...  Follow your dreams... and hit the mark.   
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glad you make it here  ~ Jolielaide
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hope this will not make your head swell  ~ Jolielaide
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not in a million years rudy  no offense ~ Jolielaide
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djoko lost  and what a way!  now nadal has more chance than ever it will make my mother over the moon (if i only know, she only likes him coz he reminds her of...) ~ Jolielaide
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caught in my few weak moments i'm not fond of those luckily they are rare thanks for being here shy ~ Jolielaide
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maybe you're not but you are as good just an honest mistake from my part just don't mind me alzheimer you know  ~ Jolielaide
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and mine is even more worse but i'll keep trying i need some practice someday i'll get there ~ Jolielaide
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6/25/2008 10:59 am |
Does he like Pablo Neruda? ~ I will always be a Maverick
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don't know. ask. ~ Jolielaide
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Bebong, Is he a fan of Pablo Neruda??? Ohhhh, I'm repeating someone else's question One thing for sure though, he's a fan of Bebong he sent me one a long time agolet's see if i could find it ~ Jolielaide
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hi belle ~ Jolielaide
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Bebong, Is he a fan of Pablo Neruda??? Ohhhh, I'm repeating someone else's question One thing for sure though, he's a fan of Bebong I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to seek me, ah my love, ah my own, in me all that fire is repeated, in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten, my love feeds on your love, beloved, and as long as you live it will be in your arms without leaving mine. ~ Jolielaide
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cherish the good ones and try to forget the rest and who knows, maybe another neruda reader is just around the corner if not at your doorstep yet ~ Jolielaide
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6/27/2008 4:58 pm |
This is not Neruda but I hope it will do What is it about you? That makes my stomach turn My heart beat fast My mouth curl Is it your beautiful smile? Your sexy lips The sweetness of your voice Or just what whisper me The many things we had and shared The sunsets The candlelight dinners Our passion and love The ways we talked and laughed Were only dreams before we met Now turned into reality How I wish this will last for eternity ~ I will always be a Maverick
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i h*te love poem ~ Jolielaide
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