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second hand tools Well… I always got a problem with it. That’s why maybe I avoided it like a pest. I can’t remember when/how/where this strong dislike (I call it fixation) might have originated, (but of course in the past where else?) I just woke up one day that I have this uncompromising preference for something new, unused, clean, fresh, untested, untried, etc. etc. virgin. If I try harder, I could come up with one probable reason why I come to think this way… my ex. (who else) I know in the course of our 20 odd years of fooling each other where his had been and certainly not in mine for the last 13 years because except for the occasional dips which we both regretted afterwards and made our hate for each other stronger than it was before… swimming wasn’t included in our lists of daily/monthly/yearly activities. And thank God for that. There was a time that I can spot unused tools from a distance. Give me ten of them still in a package and within minutes I can tell with so much accuracy which is which. And mind you, I’m not talking about unwrapping or fondling any of it; just simply looking and observing the behaviour of the bearer. But now I’m out of practice. I turned down a lot of potential partner in the past because of it. I just cannot settle with second hand. It is enough I ‘m not new. I have enough baggage of my own I cannot carry others. I believe that it takes two to tango. Therefore whatever happened in Vegas… (kidding) in the past, it is your fault as much as your partner. So, I simply cannot settle for that. Not to mention where the tool had been then and in between and how’s the hygiene of the places it sauntered in. I thought (and willing) I’m going to stay alone for the rest of my life because of this. How much is the odd of meeting a gentleman of a certain age with blossoming career, good education and background, financially and mentally stable, clean in both manners and person and still a virgin? I thought none! Till I’ve met the embryo and I thought this is it. There are advantages and disadvantages with my choice(s) (and every choice for that matter) I’m very much aware of that but these are the things I will gladly take. God knows what I will encounter somewhere else plus the germs and viruses (I know I’m exaggerating but then again not) I’m dreading too much. So here I am writing another whatever about God knows what and making a mess out of it. For that, my sincere I don’t know.  ~ Jolielaide  |
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3/23/2009 6:31 am |
the picture looks like a virgin lol... The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart 
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3/23/2009 6:32 am |
how are you lately bebz? The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart
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the picture looks like a virgin lol...  very witty ~ Jolielaide
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how are you lately bebz? barely alive otherwise i'm fine nice of you to ask 'bout you? ~ Jolielaide
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3/23/2009 9:41 am |
very witty i need a flashlight ...oppzzzzzy i'm starting to get naughty here...The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart
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3/23/2009 9:44 am |
still breathing barely alive otherwise i'm fine nice of you to ask 'bout you?  ...i'm good now after i try myself to stop computer for a while...but i tell you i feel like a cold turkey for not blogging for a week  ...The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart
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3/23/2009 9:48 am |
my son don't like me to blog too much  if i reply to the guy he told me to tell them... MOM TELL HIM YOUR NOT INTERESTED. poor thing...The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart
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3/23/2009 12:08 pm |
I worry about this kind of thing, so I'd rather not be doing it. Hello to you and Embryo.     within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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3/23/2009 12:13 pm |
The pic of the Marigold glove stuffed in between the tree hollow; from a distance looks likes a peeling banana. within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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hihihi its just so hard to see i need a flashlight ...oppzzzzzy i'm starting to get naughty here...not fair ~ Jolielaide
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good to hear your alive ...i'm good now after i try myself to stop computer for a while...but i tell you i feel like a cold turkey for not blogging for a week ...sometimes it rains and boy it pours but draught comes in once and a while and water is nowhere in sight then you better stay inside and sit out the cold turkey soon it will rain again and nobody have to be thirsty ~ Jolielaide
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my son don't like me to blog too much if i reply to the guy he told me to tell them... MOM TELL HIM YOUR NOT INTERESTED. poor thing...my son said: "mama he's nothing but a smooth talker" ~ Jolielaide
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I worry about this kind of thing, so I'd rather not be doing it. Hello to you and Embryo. but mostly hygiene my ex said it's psychological (as if not everything is) i wonder if that has something to do with my OCB ~ Jolielaide
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3/23/2009 6:29 pm |
The pic of the Marigold glove stuffed in between the tree hollow; from a distance looks likes a peeling banana. The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart
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The pic of the Marigold glove stuffed in between the tree hollow; from a distance looks likes a peeling banana. must have something to do with boys always exaggerate when it comes to the size of their tools must have bought 2 sizes bigger ~ Jolielaide
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3/23/2009 6:31 pm |
why they do not need fllashlights not fair The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart
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3/23/2009 6:33 pm |
blogging is weather-weather sometimes it rains and boy it pours but draught comes in once and a while and water is nowhere in sight then you better stay inside and sit out the cold turkey soon it will rain again and nobody have to be thirsty The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart
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seriously... i would want a head instead of a glove stuck in between there but didn't bother to find a pic (which i doubt if there is) that epepep may or may not approved ~ Jolielaide
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3/23/2009 6:38 pm |
reminds me of the time the embryo was courting moi my son said: "mama he's nothing but a smooth talker" The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart
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also looks like a tree that got burn?  ~ Jolielaide
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my eyes got better now they seems to know the way so well ~ Jolielaide
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and i feel better today too ~ Jolielaide
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3/23/2009 6:56 pm |
forgot to wax sugar The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart
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~ Jolielaide
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3/24/2009 7:20 am |
but it is trimmed naman The most beautiful thing can not b seen & touched it must felt with heart
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