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Blogs > loveDbeach > Reflections~loving d beach


loveDbeach 45F
307 posts
5/26/2010 2:03 am

Last Read:
9/2/2010 5:47 am
No More Smiles

There were times in the past when it was easy for me to laugh. Was I borne to be sad? I am always sad, and honestly, I do not know why when I have so many reasons to smile... I told my best friend, Carrie (and she has never seen me falter like this before) that I find it hard to smile...that I feel trapped even if I wanted to fly. I do not see any reason for living.

People say that, in God's time, He will give us what we want. My problem is that I do not know anymore what I want, although I can come up with a long list. I pray for Divine intervention to redirect my life and give me reason to smile...to make me stop crying...

jane82 110F

6/7/2010 8:50 am

Well it seems certain people are born with different states of mind.
Perhaps the chemicals in your brain is inclined to sway towards feeling sad.


within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.


loveDbeach 45F
598 posts
9/2/2010 5:47 am
    Quoting jane82:


    Well it seems certain people are born with different states of mind.
    Perhaps the chemicals in your brain is inclined to sway towards feeling sad.
Lol. So my blog finally works again. For a long time, nobody posted anything on my blog. Yes, that is true. I was once diagnosed with mild depression- the medical world's polite way of saying crazy.




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