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Unashamedly This post is only viewable by Filipino FriendFinder members. Join Filipino FriendFinder now!    within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time. |
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10/24/2007 5:13 pm |
Jane, Those experiences that you had when you were growing up are precious ones. It reminded me of the same when I was growing... esp. the toothache part... mind you I tried the thread attached to the tooth and door  . Sometimes, little did we know, that each of those experiences are the pegs that put our feet firmly on the ground, surviving making us stronger. And other people sees that and appreciate that. Love... comes in the most unexpected ways... whether you ask for it or not. Enjoy and appreciate your new love. And expressions of that love could be done in countless ways. Take care.
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10/25/2007 2:22 am |
Jane, Those experiences that you had when you were growing up are precious ones. It reminded me of the same when I was growing... esp. the toothache part... mind you I tried the thread attached to the tooth and door . Sometimes, little did we know, that each of those experiences are the pegs that put our feet firmly on the ground, surviving making us stronger. And other people sees that and appreciate that. Love... comes in the most unexpected ways... whether you ask for it or not. Enjoy and appreciate your new love. And expressions of that love could be done in countless ways. Take care. Thanks for the encouragement! Your name kinda saddened me a little wondering who left you -'Iniwanako'-. I could tell you 'Iniwan ako ng akala kung kaibigan, iniwan ako ng ex ko, iniwan ako ng tatay ko pero ok lang kasi hindi ako nagdepende sa kanila. Basta may sarili akong buhay'. I don't think I've tried attaching my sore teeth to the door. That sounds painful. I tried beating my mouth so I could feel so much pain that I thought I'd get used to the pain. I didn't even eat sugary things back then, the cavities was due to poor dental hygiene. within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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Sis, I feel for you.  I find it hard to explain why I love who I love, too. But time helps me to explain, and I'd love for my friends to understand. It's hard to keep to oneself something like love. 
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10/25/2007 12:36 pm |
Sis, I feel for you. I find it hard to explain why I love who I love, too. But time helps me to explain, and I'd love for my friends to understand. It's hard to keep to oneself something like love. I'm so glad that even my ex' parents respect and support my decision. It's funny to be friendly with them. within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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10/25/2007 12:38 pm |
As you know I'm a little worn out but happy. Miss you too. I'm happier that you have spoken to your own lover. I hope he has more time with you soon. Take Good Care Marian.  within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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10/26/2007 2:27 am |
Thanks, I've enjoyed reading your comments in blogs for some time now.I like your honesty and diplomacy yet tough enough to stand by your view. Keep it up! Thanks for the encouragement! Your name kinda saddened me a little wondering who left you -'Iniwanako'-. I could tell you 'Iniwan ako ng akala kung kaibigan, iniwan ako ng ex ko, iniwan ako ng tatay ko pero ok lang kasi hindi ako nagdepende sa kanila. Basta may sarili akong buhay'. I don't think I've tried attaching my sore teeth to the door. That sounds painful. I tried beating my mouth so I could feel so much pain that I thought I'd get used to the pain. I didn't even eat sugary things back then, the cavities was due to poor dental hygiene. Oh yes, sabi nga what's in a name? It means a lot Jane, but what is more important in that state is that you are able to stand the position, iwanan ka man ng kahit sino - you stand for yourself. Take care Jane.
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Jane, I was reading your thread..and sis, no matter what happen even if the guy left you..remember you are love and precious to those ppl who loved you..U have so many attributes that sometimes, u forgotten and take it for granted so I'm gonna mention to remind u how great u r...u r hilarious, sweet, a fighter, an independent thinker who has a heart.. Kaya never be ashamed of who u r.. If you feel so alone, and feel unlove..remember Jesus died for us..so never think you r unlove.. If the guy u like is uninterest w/ u then sis Jane, he is blind its his lost..lolz, expressing one's love is never been a crime.. and also dba in UK, k lang ang babae manliligaw ng lalaki mabuti pa kayo dyan, acceptable however, in Asia..lalaki parin ang nanligaw kaya namuti na ang buhok ko sa kahihintay..lolz
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12/4/2007 2:29 pm |
Awwww thanks how can I forget? My bf now has always reminded me why I should not feel down when I was feeling blue and you too Jac, one of my dearest friends. It's funny to see your compliments when I think similar qualities about you Jac. In fact, I was recommending the other night that you'd chat to a friend here sometime. I was more ashamed to ask how a guy I know very well and admire his qualities from afar without any maliciousness what he thought of me, out of curiosity, because I'd no idea that he saw me in any other way. I wanted to know without revealing what I thought about him until later when I was sure. It's a funny world when we've to respect cultural differences, but I hang on to old traditions so I don't like to feel like I'm imposing on anyone. Too polite for that I guess. I don't care if I had no man in my life until I'm dead but I wasn't going to let someone very good to me to pass me by either. What bothered me was giving so much to someone else and later felt like it was wasted or the effort was left in vain but then in hindsight this was what I wanted to do before. I haven't felt unloved because I know my family and my dearest friends loves me so much. I see and hear them tell me so. Hahaha when you mention it, what I did felt like a petty crime. Hey don't fret too much Jac. I don't want to start calling you granny.  What are you waiting for? Take a chance with romance and let's dance. ready when you are. within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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awwww..dats nice..lumaki tuloy ang atay ko (puso ko)..hehehe, i feel the same with you Jane..ur one of a kind..a frend I know I can count on u even we never met in person..I feel I can trust you just as u r in front of me I cannot blame you.. with the culture and upbringing we have, we are taught..ladies should wait for the men to court..lolz, even how modern we are..we cannot help but still practise the old traditional ways. I feel the same way, I said to myself..I wasn't going to let someone good pass over me..however when I expressed and told him how I feel..sadly, he said we are just gonna be frends nothing more..well, at least I took the chance, maybe he was not the man I thought he was..lolz, well, swerte2x lang..yun talaga ang buhay sis. heheheh ..tuloy i'm starting to feel old when knowing my clock is ticking, i'm gonna be 30 next yr. Hirap maghanap Jane when you are working abroad.. kung pwede lang makahanap..long time I would have.. hoping next yr. which I'm settling down in Cebu.. I will find him and never let him go.. till then sis.. I'm taking my time, enjoying being single..after all, once lang tayo mag-single pag-mey asawa na..we wont have much time for ourselves..Also I feel.. getting into relationship Jane, puros sakit lang ng ulo, tuloy I'm feeling men are just a pain in the neck..lolz, no offense.. pero getting into relationship just make me feel out of control.. and unhappy (meaning too emotional dependent..needy, etc.) and just left me frustrated.. I wonder if all women feel this way or just me? haii..tuloy I'm confused if i'm normal and wondering if there is a man who can understand me at all.
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12/5/2007 11:14 am |
awwww..dats nice..lumaki tuloy ang atay ko (puso ko)..hehehe, i feel the same with you Jane..ur one of a kind..a frend I know I can count on u even we never met in person..I feel I can trust you just as u r in front of me I cannot blame you.. with the culture and upbringing we have, we are taught..ladies should wait for the men to court..lolz, even how modern we are..we cannot help but still practise the old traditional ways. I feel the same way, I said to myself..I wasn't going to let someone good pass over me..however when I expressed and told him how I feel..sadly, he said we are just gonna be frends nothing more..well, at least I took the chance, maybe he was not the man I thought he was..lolz, well, swerte2x lang..yun talaga ang buhay sis. heheheh ..tuloy i'm starting to feel old when knowing my clock is ticking, i'm gonna be 30 next yr. Hirap maghanap Jane when you are working abroad.. kung pwede lang makahanap..long time I would have.. hoping next yr. which I'm settling down in Cebu.. I will find him and never let him go.. till then sis.. I'm taking my time, enjoying being single..after all, once lang tayo mag-single pag-mey asawa na..we wont have much time for ourselves..Also I feel.. getting into relationship Jane, puros sakit lang ng ulo, tuloy I'm feeling men are just a pain in the neck..lolz, no offense.. pero getting into relationship just make me feel out of control.. and unhappy (meaning too emotional dependent..needy, etc.) and just left me frustrated.. I wonder if all women feel this way or just me? haii..tuloy I'm confused if i'm normal and wondering if there is a man who can understand me at all.I understand, luck was on my side too so we clicked. It's disappointing when that doesn't always work. 30? lolz Is that all? You're still young sweetie Jac. In this modern age, we could find many ways of staying younger for longer. I will not insult your intelligence to tell you how. No offence taken. With bf now, we've had previous serious relationship before and we know the risks but we have learnt many valuable lessons that we are taking on our journey. He's had a longer recovery time than I had and so he has almost light years ahead of wisdom. You aren't abnormal. Many people are misunderstood everyday, men or women or animals and even me. within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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hehhhe..thank you Jane, I feel much better after reading your wise words.. now that I'm not abnormal.. I can relax and be myself by being emotional..hehehe.. mwahhh, hug hug.. u take care my dear...Christmas is fast approaching, whats ur plan? hope you and your family are well...wear lots of clothes..the weather is getting colder even in here in China..and drink lots of vit. C
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12/7/2007 11:13 am |
I don't want to call it a plan as such but with His will, it would be really nice to be able to buy a few small cheap things for loved ones' birthdays this December and esp. Christmas. Most of all, hand their gifts in time for the special days. I've to also attend at least 2 dinners this month with work colleagues just to keep them quiet so they won't nag me anymore to mingle with them. One of the dinners is tomorrow. I've to spend time with loved ones on their birthdays including hopefully the bf's. The bf is also invited to our Christmas family dinner. I'm always dressed well from head to toe with hats, gloves, scarf and coat too. In fact, I said to the bf I always look over-dressed compared to some people. How about you Jac, what mischief will you be up to? hehehe How cold does it get in China? Hugz Hugz and more hugzzz. Take good care of yourself too. within each one of us, and let it begin with me (and each one of us)..one breath at a time.
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