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i still love you....
12/23/2005 1:57 am Last Read: |
Its been 4 months since i saw him and talagang namimiss ko na siya... pero what can i do? it seems that i have loved the wrong person.... but still the pain keeps on hurting me and kung walang magbibigay ng gamot para dito sa nararamdaman ko.... baka mamatay na ako.... To give you a background about my life, everthing seems to be fine except dun sa time na dumating na sa buhay ko yung hinayupak na lalake na yon.... hehehehe.... kung curious kayo about dun sa guy... bestfriend ko po yon kaso lang iba na ang nangyari as time passes by..... Bestfriend ko sya since kmi pa ng ex ko. kuya pa nga ang tawag ko sa kanya.... o db ang okeis? di na ako iba sa kanya and ganon na rin sya sa akin.... Ng mgbreak kmi ng ex ko sya ang unang ng cheer up sakin at sinabing mgconcentrate nlng muna sa studies at work ko then un nga ang ginawa ko.... Pero after a weeks ago he asked me if pwede syang manligaw sakin... grabeh shock talaga ako d ako makapaniwala na ang tinatawag kng kuya gusto pala ako.... Then naramdaman kng may gusto din ako sa knya kya pinayagan ko syang ligawan ako, after a month nging kmi na..... sobra ang saya ko kc alam kng mahal ko sya at mahal din nya ako... After 2 months, hindi na gaanong masaya relationship namin kc hindi kmi mgkasundo sa ibang bagay or sabihin nlng nating hindi talaga kmi compatible... At minsan my dumating talagang pagsubok samin na hindi namin nalampasan at isa samin ang bumitaw kaya ngdesisyon ang isa samin na taposin nlng ang relationship namin... Sobra talaga grabe ang sakit wala akong nagawa kung di umiyak ng umiyak but i realize were not meant to each other.... Tanggap ko na but still masakit pa rin dahil sya pa lng ang unang ipinakilala ko sa buong family ko... Pero ganun pa man were still friends but d na katulad ng dati, ngaun my limitation na... At sa lahat ng nakarelation ko, hinding hindi ko sya makakalimutan i swear!!!! hindi ako plastic para sabihing hindi ko na sya mahal.... At para sa taong minahal ko.... i still love you....... |
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12/25/2005 7:23 am |
Pain is sometimes a part of loving, of caring for someone. I know you can handle it, just hang in there!! God bless!! Welcome to the blog world!! Merry Christmas!!
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12/28/2005 1:30 am |
ei, aya! hope that due to this post, we'll be friends po!! hehe!! anyway, i think... wahaha! you'll get over it! as you have said, maybe you weren't meant for each other... kaya, all you can do is move on and store the memories... (pasensya n po, i do not intend to offend or whatsoever...)
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12/30/2005 2:07 am |
Aya...how we deal with love is how love will deal with us... I would say, you have done the right decision so far...as the saying goes, "letting go is one way of saying you love someone deeply." Sometimes, we tend to give meaning to what has happened,but there is no meaning beyond love itself and until we learned to accept it's own mysterious ways, we live in a sea of misery...And as of my fave quote, "loving someone doesn't mean possessing him." Love has its own time and season,and its own reason for coming and going...someone better may come along!!! Just keep your heart open, the better half of ur life will surely come,cheers!!! >>>just an opinion<<<
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1/10/2006 11:48 pm |
aya things happens for several reasons. dumarating ng di natin alam kung bakit at kung kelan whats important is that we know how to deal with it... di anman siya forever it only comes to teahc us how to stand and move on God bless sis muah " im not just another face in the crowd.im no ordinary."
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