Why is it so hard for me to forgive?  

2/5/2006 5:02 am Last Read: 3/5/2006 9:28 pm	Why is it so hard for me to forgive? Its when I don't know what I did wrong to deserve that kind of treatment from other people. Its when I know I have a point but I still end up misunderstood, or worse, not being heard at all. Its when I treated them so uberly nice that I went overboard just to please them and what I do get in return is not something I never wanted to expect from them. Its when someone betrays my trust. I could easily trust people judging with what my instinct tells me and how well I get along with them, once gone, its pretty hard to hard to restore it. Its when someone came along to save me from the misery I shoved myself into, made me realize that I shouldnt be punishing myself for other people and being too unselfish is way too bad, esp. for me. He changed me. Or atleast he was my catalyst. How I wish he'd stay. Not just enough time for payback--enough time for me love him for all he's worth. Too much to ask and way too much to wish but I know, somehow, in some other ways, he feels the same. Please. Stay. With me.
virginnnose 2144 posts  2/6/2006 9:21 am	breach of trust is indeed very tough to restore,if at all possible. praying that this "someone" would stay with you too. and congratulations for your moderatorship, May! more power and God bless! vi
virginnnose 2144 posts  2/19/2006 7:46 am	Quoting drunken_angel: ^ THANK YOU V.. the only person I know who is real.. Thank You, May. Just dropped by to see how you are doin.