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4/24/2005 4:08 am

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3/5/2006 9:28 pm

 i pour out my heart today, for this might be the last time i do this for you.
God knows i've tried. i've tried really hard to be that woman for you, and it seems like you're never satisfied with me. i am tired. there is nothing in me anymore, i have given you my all.
i will always remember you, i will always love you.

i guess i wasn't enough.
may God teach me to stop caring for you already.
moreover, may He remind me of how to love myself again.
i loved you so much... still wondering why it wasn't enough...
why i wasn't enough...
why you could not be satisfied with what you have...
i am tired. i am finished.
there is nothing left anymore.
still, i love you.
even if i wasn't the strongest, best, most stable choice you ever had.
i will miss you. just the thought kills me.

God help me stay alive.
God help me see this through...
and may God protect you from harm.
may He protect you from those who aim to abuse you.
may He protect you from yourself.-drunken_angel

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